im not sure about my test today. i dont know how i did just now =\
and tomorrow is quite okay. PPKn & Bahasa Indonesia.
I AM LAZY TO STUDY :(

someone someone someone
imy :)

4164771968

what i did today :

woke up at 6.
morning walk with him & his sister.
went to airport to fetch dad.
home.
took my shower.
4-and-a-half-hour tuition.
home.
bath. MEDAN IS EXTREMELY HOTHOTHOT !!
waiting for dinner.
steamed crab + sauced chicken & mushroom + kangkung belacan :D
text him.
here, blogging.

♥such a lovely morning i had today :)
wish me luck for tomorrow loves :)
i might miss some post later. EXAM WOII !!!! =="

okay. i woke up at 7 this morning. tuition from 7.30 am to 3 pm. it's semester exam this monday. Physics. shit. i still can't solve those "electric" thingy. uuhhh.
Im going crazy when my teacher told me "TOMORROW YOU STILL HAVE TO COME ON 12, OK??"

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!!!!!!!
i want one day offfffffffffff !!!!!!!!!

so yesterday was our last day sitting as senior 1 students. me & 4 others + him had our lunch at kalimantan. It was real fun you know, cause what happened next was really under my expectation ! we skipped our last TOEFL class with Ms. Friska a.k.a The Killer-Dora.
OMG !! Never thought that we will really doing this after few mins arguing. HAHA.
The idea came up from SC (as always) :p

I first said : "aiyoo..trakhir kali loh ini.. lain kali bakal susah banget nih kita makan bareng gini lagi.." :(
SC : "iya loh ya..eh..ga usa masuk toefl lagi lah yokkk..."
(me + others were like *blink* AYOOOKKKK !!!!!)

then a bit not sure about the sudden plan, but then we finally decided YES.
So we first went to Meth2. Thought that we could get in there, but unfortunately he told us that better not. so we just sat in the canteen, enjoying mango ice :p
Then no longer afterwards, he went home, we went to MM.
Window shopping there, having a cup of QQ and were like about to be scolded by the security guard, cause 5 of us were standing and drinking in the middle of the acces, and worse, we kept spliting the drink all over the floor. hihi ;p

Then we went to Gramedia and i saw a teddy bear wearing tee with very sweet phrases on it. And me & SC were thinking to buy one, but we grounded our mind as it might be useless. and the price isn't cheap too. geess..

It was 2.45 and we hurried back to school. and im not going to write how we got back to school as i might be scolded or whatever later on :p
Im pretty sure that my lung is freaking out inside when i reached class. I had a little asma cause i held my breathe for about 5 secs in an exhausting condition.
My sweat were all over my head and back, really. And my legs were about to break.
and i still had my tuition right after i took my shower :'(((
seriously im going crazy. zzzzzzzzzzzaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.


anw, what so important being romantic? being sweet and caring is much better right? ;)


P.s : 415683196812699291 :)

chocoreo

I baked cupcakes again this morning. 2 boxes of Chocoreo again.

order is closed during examination.
(25.05 - 01.06)
thank you :)

and i had a little escape today. and i surely ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ it ;)
i spent this afternoon with him. yes, only him. i turned it to a sudden date *if you wish i said so.
I tell him that i was going to sleep instead of preparing to go out & meet him. Then i told jeje that im going to sun & told her about this plan. I asked her not to tell him and she said SEYPH! hahahahaha i heart herrrrr :))

So i still didn't contact him, till 15 mins before i showed up. I still didn't tell him anything. I said that i was really bored and i want to meet him. Then i asked what is he doing, so he told me where he was. And i replied him : "Yasudah..go out and wait for me outside k.."
and he was like asking my seriousity. LOL. YES, I AM!
Im kinda have fun with this plan. I hope he was surprised. yippeeee :D

But i didn't stay long there cause mom still have to deliver her breads on 5.
Well, it's short & sudden but such a sweet afternoon :)
But remember, i still call this a sweet escape ;p

OH~!
Someone is going to be 16 in couple of hours ! YES, my dearest SHELLY KHOO :D
aaaahhhhh i want to be at her birthday bash :(
She couldn't make it here, so im kinda upset, but her birthday is dear to me.
What to say then? :)
I loveeeeeeeeeee her anyway! xxxxxxxx


p.s : It feel's good when you make someone happy, yes?? :)

busy.yes!

IM HUNGRY.

I didn't have my bfast, busy running here and there. well, i got sooooo many photos taken today. First , coklatstroberi cupcakes which were capture by Anthony and then lots of candid of my classmates and my own narcissus shoot ;p
Chocoreo were captured too yesterday. SEE HERE : Anthony Susanto Photography

IM SAD.

it's just one day left for us (X-19 students) to call each other our "classmate". It's semester exam next monday. And after exam, we'll have our holiday. After holiday, it'll be a SCIENCE or SOCIAL class life. Only Wen" & I are going to social class, while other 3 chose science.
Ah, live to the fullest, bears :) you all can still find me anywhere in need. xoxo! ♥

IM FLYING.

and i heart today to the top. the (L) letter which i keep reading till now, the lunch & the presence. they blown my mind so high. oh my.. thank you. it's so sweet of you ♥

I want never to say goodbye to you, even on the street corner or the phone.
I want, I want so much... I'm breathless.

1st June :


You are very curious and dedicative. When you are interested in something, everything else has to wait. This is your quality. But if you learn to be more patient and complete what you have started, you will be successful in life. Your Love, You believe in love at first sight. (really???) You won't wait to learn more about the person. Vise versa, people who fail to impress you will hardly get a chance to be your friend. Your emotion is on the extreme. You can only love or hate, nothing in between and this often shows in your expression. Try not to end a relationship in a quarrel.

took this from facebook application , still so bored at the time.
signing out soon, goodnight :)

it's so bo0o0o0o0oo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0oring today.
ah :'( i just went to temple for lunch and then couldn't stay there any longer cause it was very crowded. huh. and then went home, baked Sylvia Halim's Oreo cupcakes for tomorrow.
after finished then i have nothing to do again. it's boring. damn boring. huh.

..iwanttomeethimsoon:'(

cherish

Cherish the thought of always having you here by my side.
Cherish the joy you keep bringing it into my life.
Cherish your strength, you got the power to make me feel good.
Perish the thought of ever leaving, I never would.
Cherish is the word I use to remind me of your love.
You give me faith, give me joy, I will always cherish you.
I promise you..

Having you takes the sadness away..
With you everything seems to go my way..
I thank you for every seconds i enjoy with you..

people said,
trip over love you can still get up.
fall in to love, you fall forever.
well i dare to fall forever, being caught just in you.

what i always told you, what i always want you to know,
it's true..♥
and i hope yours aren't only words, dear..
that puzzle and hidden words text..
simple little things you do makes my day :)

okayyyyyyyyyyyyy
i can't deny that it beats faster every time i met him.
whats wrong with me. i hope i won't be caught blushing some times.
imysm :(

:)

above are ordered by Clara V.S :)

so here, i am tagged again by Elisabeth for the 100 truth-post. I've done it once,it's on post May,7 ok? im too tired to think and type again :'(
˙˙ɥɔnɯ ooʇ ʎɐʍ noʎ ƃuıssıɯ

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finished this at 8. take it to school for Ivana L tomorrow :)

and what did i do today? useless things at sch, really. hey, exam is coming soon..oh no..

I’ve waited long enough to find you
I wanna put all the hurt behind you
And I wanna bring out the love inside you.
I wanna show you my heart is so true.
And all the love I have is
especially for you.

know your enemy

well i found that doodling on the desk i sat this morning.
and i think this belongs to all of us.
sorry it is so blur but let me write down here what is written there.

know your enemy

my friends, yes, 5 of them + another 4 from other class had a conflict today. It was with a girl i ever sent a letter to here. It's a long story so i won't type it here. It's just how we are all really disappointed with her. WE TRUSTED HER, SHE HURT US. actually i don't really mind cause this got nothing to do with me.
But we are friends...friends stick together...together we trust each other yes??
But see how lame she has been. She kept spreading untrusted words..and how stupid we are to just simple believe on every words spoken from her darn evilish mouth !
Sebenernya ada juga rasa kasian gw ke dia. Liet dia ga ada yang ngebelain gitu. TAPI dibiarin juga makin menjadijadi. huh. friendship ain't friendship without shit, huh??

So don't blame us on what we did to you today, even that i didn't say a word, the word "untrusted" has already stuck right on your face, babe.

enjoy your day.
sucks.



p.s : he is so sweet today. he drugged me this early morning. i wonder i could just do the same thing. hahaha :)

2 am to 6 am

cupcakes today

coklatstroberi


limelicious

i couldn't find a way to sleep last night. i had a cup of coffee & the effect of caffeine inside is killing me for sure. ugh. I planned to sleep at 12, but then i couldn't. So i played around with my phone camera, took silly pictures (will be upload randomly sometimes :) ) till I slept at 2 am.

Have to woke up at 6 to finish cupcakes' order. FIUH !

and in the afternoon im going to deliver those cupcakes. && Sun plz again for today w/ Albert Saputra, Jesicapri Gani & Hadimin.

his half-handmade rose :)

oopsiee..mr. ko numpang foto :p

♥♥♥ and love is all around ♥♥♥

p.s : he has left when i cut this out :p
hehe..

then i went to deli after sun with mom. I didn't buy anything for her so i decided to just treat her for dinner then. well, just wait for another big surprise on 22.12.09 :)

Mother - that was the bank where we deposited all our hurts and worries.

happy mommee's day !

i ♥ you, mama..

happy vesak day :)

First of all,

HAPPY VESAK DAY, FELLAS ! :D

Saturday comes again. so do my boredom. just baked cupcakes in the afternoon. approx 50 cups. lumayan deh capeknya..haha..

i went no where today except to the temple at night. Dine there and joining the candle lighting up procession. I always love this part cause there 'll always be sooooo many candles lite up at the time :)
well my wish-list was quite long, eh? i wished for the world-peace, all the best for my family, his, and also friends' too. And i was deeply touched by words said by the lady who give the short sermon.

"Ketulusan itu adalah hal yang lebih utama dari apapun dalam berbuat."

don't you think it's true? well, i do !

then after the procession, me & mom sat for a while, enjoying cup of coffee.
Mom was chatting with her friend so i was left alone. sucks.
I told someone i want him to be here, accompanying me.
It sucks to be alone on sat-nite isn't it? huh.
I accidentally met moncu there. heehee..hello, sweetie! ;p

After mom finished, i nagged to go home. I can't stay any longer there, smoke everywhere, getting crowded as it gets later. fiuhhhhhhh.. and it ends here.
I have to wake up earlier tomorrow to finish Cheline's cupcakes. weehoooo..

xoxo, goodnight :)

"..now im speechless, over the edge im just breathless.
i never thought that i'd catch this lovebug again.."

friday, im in love.

news : pas lagi posting ini Medan gempa. sekitar bbrp detik lah.. --"


WELL, i had a quite bad morning today, caused by a friend of mine. i just can't really understand her thoughts ! She talks about ppl's bad but then doesn't she even looked at herself too ?
sighss..i am just wayyyyyy too patient with her. skip that. it takes me to my boiling point. huh.

Then we sat our final semester exam for computer lesson this morning. I don't even take a glance at my notes at all. 75 is the only mark i could achieved, and still have no idea about my work :\
Chem is always as boring as usual. Never gets better than before. I am having flu & a bit dizzy so that I can't concentrate at all. Took out my phone and soon had a conv with him. Better than caught by sleeping at class right ? :p

After chem then we had phys. whooooo AT is at such a good mood today, ithink? He didn't scream as frequent as usual..hahhaa..or even scolding us ! and i kept looking at my watch..
counting hours..
counting minutes..
counting seconds.. :)
And here it goes ! Lunch break. fiuh. Went to MM with mei, wend & anth. But then i had my lunch with him. should admit that this is one of the thing which takes me back to the word "happy" :)

After lunch we have to rush back to school. IT's TOEFL, man ! I always dislike this lesson, no matter what :'(
if only it's not TOEFL, then we might just skipped the rest lesson today ! HUH !

School ends. went back home, took a shower & directly took a nap !
I can't stand my nosssseeeee. aarrgghhhh..!!
Nap for 2hours & woke up to watch dvds. He helped my bought the uninvited & vantage point.
GOOD MOVIES ! :D

end of the day, i sat here and blogging. signing off soon, watching The Master. haha :)

i dreamed of something just now. can i have it again tonight, please?

i want it to be true.
i really do.

p.s : Why is the puffy pastry soup tasted soooooo yummy today?

onehundredfactsaboutme.

tagged by : CATHY DJAYA

1. Real Name : Shelly Tan
2.Nickname(s) : Shel, shelloo, S, *newly given* ms.saputangan. LOL
3.Age : 15 turnin' 16 on 01.06.2009
4.Height : 160cm
5.Weight : 51kg :'(
6.Spec or contact lens : spect
7.Horoscope : gemini
8.Male or Female : F
9.Tv or Games : both :D
10.Primary School : SD St. Yoseph Medan
11.Secondary School : Chandra Kusuma School Medan
12.Poly or Jc : nopee. we don't have such system here in Indonesia, lame (agree w/ Cathy)
13.University : undecided yet :)
14.Hair colour : naturally black.
15.Long or short hair : long
16.Loud or Quiet : fifty fifty hehe..
17.Sweats or Jeans : jeans
18.Phone or camera : camera
19.Health Freak : not really.
20.Drink or smoke : drink, yes?
21.Have a crush on someone ? : yes :)
22.Eat or drink ? : both
23.Piercing(s) : ears
24.Tattoos : -
25.Social or anti-social : social for sure !
26.First Relationship : junior hi..haha.
27.First bestfriend : Shelly Efendy Khoo ( i miss you so much, love♥ ): )
48.Wealthy or happiness : happiness - out of troublesome life :(
49.Want to get married ? : yes
50.Want kids ? : yes
51.Careers in mind : world-known cake shoppe owner. amen! :D
52.Fight before ? : yes
53.Most regret of : making wrong decision.
54.Talented in : i don't know. some say music, some say cullinary, some say literature. let people judge by then :)
55.Weak in ? : I TRUST PEOPLE EASILY.
56.Romantic or spontaneous ? : spontaneous, maybe.
57.Lip or eyes ? : eyes ;)
58.Nice stomach or nice arms ? : both donkkkk..
59.Shorter or Taller ? : talleeeerrrrr !
60.Protective or Caring : caring.
61.Hook-up or Relationships : relationships
62.Troublemaker or hesitant : oopss.. could be both maybe. ahaha.
63.Lost glasses or contacts : yes. twice. ah, careless me.
64.Ran away from home : will never do this. weww!
65.Held a gun/knife for self defense : no. haha.
66.Killed somebody : noway.
67.Broken someone's heart : *no comment*
68.Been arrested : no.
69.Cried when someone died : yes
70.Missed someone a lot a lot : yessssssss :(
71.Believe in Yourself : definitely YES !
72.Believe in Miracles : sometimes :)
73.Love at first sight : cuma suka. not love..haha..
74.Heaven or Hell : who can decide ?
75.Santa Claus : if only you are real..haha.
76.Cartoon or anime : anime
77.Tooth Fairy : uh-oh-uh..uhmm..ah no idea. haha.
78.Kiss in th first date : hahaha noooo..
79.Afraid of death : no, i just don't want it comes too fast. hehe.
80.Handsome or cute : handsome.
81.Pretty or cute : cute.
82.Reality or dream : reality & dream both work together, yes?
83.Is there a person you want to be with now ? : yes..
84.Are you seriously happy with what you're in life now ? : i enjoy my every seconds now :)
85.Do you believe in fate ? : yes, i really do.
86.Do you believe in everlasting love ? : nothing lasts forever..
87.Do you believe in god ? : yes.
88.How often do you lie ? : every urgent
89.Do you respect elders ? : yes, i do.
90.Are you a good kid ? : not that good.
91.Do you like your family ? : not my BIG fam. but yes my parents, sister & brothers.
92.Do you like your friends ? : i call em friends and i love em.
93.Are you greedy ? : sure :b
94.What do you want now ? : Canon Powershoot G10 & Guess' white dress.
95.What will you wish for ? : she will have trucks of fun on her birthday, she will surely come back on my birthday, hewillbethereforme :)
96.A truth to first person ? : myself
97.A truth to second person ? : mama
98.A truth to third person ? : shelly khoo
99.Do you even trust yourself ? : yes, but i always have dilema :s
100.post as 100th truth tag 10 person : Shelly Khoo, Jesicapri Gani, Sheila Wiyasih Elang, Angelia Jap, Monica Cuaca, Wesli Jovial, Alfian Gani, Cindy Tantarica, Januardy Wijaya, Beverly Ongah


p.s : people people ! SORRY THAT YOU GUYS CAN'T COPY THIS POST.
i am just so careless that i forgot my posts are not copyable :(

feels good when you are around :)

today's lessons are just soooooo boring till i decided to drop my feet on koperasi to buy tissue and a pack of thin wire. then this is just what i did today at school, handmaderoses♥
yes ! The yellow rose in the photo above is the one :)
I made 4 roses and they filled my desk. Fluffy puffy white things on my desk :D

p.s : dont ask me why i looked like so flower power these days :p
p.p.s : i.miss.someone.uhh..

monday, mayday :)

batman.candies.sweetwords.misses :)




If I had a single flower for every time I think about you,
I could walk forever in my garden.

sunday, how are y?

I had my lunch with mom at Huan Si Fo Gallery & Cafe. Went to sun AGAIN after lunch to catch up with JJ. Soon, she and her bf watched movie, while me & mr.Saputra + his friend, Tony went to handorf's. Sitting & chatting. Tony kept talking about people. LOL.
I went to crispo just now and saw some nice hair accecories & he just picked one for me- It's a pink with yellow flowery one :)

After a while JJ & Had joined us @ handorf's. Sat & chatted for about an hour..?
and at last with him again. muter sana sini ga jelas, temenin breadtalk-ing, ngobrol ga jelas hahha..

p.s : i just ♥ today so much :)
p.p.s : and i think i m going to change my blog skin soon.. i want that back-to-basic feel :)

have a nice day peps ! :D

And even though I know
How very far apart we are
It helps to think we might be wishing
on the same bright star

mind freak, i am bored.

http://www.youtube.com/results?search_type=&search_query=chris+angel

check the link above!
chris angel freaks me out. hahaha. he is a real mind freak. omg.

I got nothing to do today besides baking cupcakes.. They are Cheline's & Brigitte's & Jeje's.
I feel so bad when i blamed my self on being so careless 1 and a half year ago, when i lost my wallet.
It got my driving license inside :(
If only i didn't loose them, i will be able to go out on Saturday like this ! crap :(

i chatted with JJ last night. She got a bouquet of Lily from her boy...and that makes me jealous !! HAHAHA. i kept screaming on her last night, hope she could understand ;p *peaceeee*

my name on you.

S : Anda seorang yang berpengetahuan.
H : Anda tidak suka menghakimi sesuatu/orang.
E : Anda seorang yang menarik.
L : Anda sangat percaya dengan cinta dan mudah tengelam ke dalamnya.
L : Anda sangat percaya dengan cinta dan mudah tengelam ke dalamnya.
Y : Anda selalu penyebab pada banyak masalah.

T : Anda memiliki sikap canggih, amat canggih.
A : Anda menjadi sangat pendiam apabila anda sedang memikirkan sesuatu.
N : Anda suka bekerja, tetapi selalu mahukan kerehatan.

ini hasil test yg Wesli cicak Jovial suruh ikut --" hahaha.

.Quote of the night.

Anyone can catch your eye, but it takes someone special to catch your ♥.

p.s : :)