teddict - teddy addict !

this is cool !

i'd like to have this pen drive >.<

give me those , pleaseeeeeee ;p

anyway, would like to greet Kenny Lukman, Filbert Tan, and Angelin Kartawinata a

happy birthday !

wish you all the best guys :)
♥♥♥

39,8 degree blows me out !

i am sick. yes, i started feel unhealthy since days ago and i had fever this morning. Well i still went to school, as i thought that it won't be worse. BUT then, it started with this annoying headache all day long. I don't even remember what teachers talked about @ school. I don't finish my hw and i don't write notes properly, and i almost slipped down from the stairs while talking with wend :\

The worst was when i was having SAT for Accounting. The multi-purpose room was damn cooollldddd ! Oh well, maybe because i am sick BUT my desk mate also complain for the same thing. YEAH both of us were freezing at the time :\

I always crave for something sweet when i am about to be sick like this, so i decided to go to canteen and bought the chocolate doughnut stick ♥ ! YUMMM. It's covered with chocolate alll around & that makes me a bit better anyway :D

Can't even see properly as my eyes started to be tender. Tears running out but i wasn't crying, and my body is super warm with face turned out red. I finally phoned mom and asked her to pick me up from school. She's pretty busy at the time, i know, she's pretty busy everyday. But she hurried and left all her works to pick me up. Thanked her, deeply, inside my heart.

Right after i reached home, i directly went to my bedroom, change my uniform and hit my bed. Slept for 2 hours smth and feel pretty better :) But will still go to the doctor on 8 tonight.
/sigh/
Take a good care for yourself, friends !

Exam starts on 10th August which means 2 weeks to go. I start feeling unconfined. The test won't be multiple choices only anymore. It'll consists essays too ! @__@
I hate essays, esp for History subject. arghhhh. *wish me luckkk!*

:)

I've been beaten down, I've been kicked around,
But HE takes it all for me.
And I lost my faith, in my darkest days,
But HE makes me want to believe.

They call HIM love, love, love, love, love..
They call HIM love, love, love, love, love..
HE is love, and HE is all I need.
HE's all I need.

Well I had my ways, they were all in vain,
And HE waited patiently.
It was all the same, all my pride and shame,
And HE puts me on my feet.

They call HIM love, love, love, love, love...
HE is love, and HE is all I need...

dazzle hazzle

breakfast♥

honestly, i don't feel well today. I spent half of my day working in the kitchen. Making my own breakfast, and start baking vanilla & chocolate cupcakes by order. And suddenly in the afternoon, Shirly text and no longer afterward she came with Natasha and took away some of them -chocolate & vanilla.
Lucky you, shir, untung baru siap baking ! HAHAHA :p

Then around 5, went out to send those cupcakes, and....mom & I both were confused where to find the house. /sigh/ muter" terussss. jalan depan jalan blakang ada galian ga bisa lewat =.=" pusing deh bner".

Had a plate of Kwetiau Kerang @ S.parman :D

you knw what, my mom..ugh..i don't know. First, we went to one at Sumatra. Kwetiau Kerang too. It's just the same with the one in S.parman rite? Then when i said, mom, let's stop here (sumatra) for our dinner. Mom suddenly said IH ! NO ! I GOT BETTER PLACE FOR KWETIAU KERANG. okay, so i just listen to her andddddd....she really makes me feel...hhhh..duh! SHE TOOK ME TO KK S.PARMAN !!!! oh gosh @.@

well, overall it's pretty tiring as i still feel a lil bit nausea til this moment :\

imisssomeonealready,duh...

air kelapa + sirsak + madu :p

Updates : i've just came back from Hotpan in order to deliver cupcakes which are ordered by Winnie Tamara . Hope she likes it :)

And what for today?
Guess, Chandra Halim a.k.a monkey and Albert Saputra a.k.a my bear went to my place.
Chandra fetched me from school and we hit sun plz to pick up albert, then drive thru for mcD's fish fillet burger & french fries as i haven't had my lunch yet :DD

And then we drived straight to Cemara (read : my house.) The purpose that Chandra wants to come to my place was actually having my cupcake, he said :p

"cupcake is all i'm looking for" - Chandra Halim.

so i quickly baked with them watching over me. Very funny , i mean their mimics HAHAHA :p
Serious, guys. I should've just captured them just now aiyohh, those pengen tau faces :p

then after cupcakes thingy, we went to catch a glass of Air Kelapa + Sirsak + Madu :D
tastes nice, should try !

and last, went to the temple for some shoots. and some foolish shoots. hope he won't publish them :p

Well, i had an Apple + 6 strawberries as my dinner tonight (read: no appetite ;) )

photo of the day ♥
:)

you re my super star :)

others : KL Photography

this is my fav from those 4 others :D
and I am wondering when will we have other shoots for other cupcakes and i start interested with that main main tepung concept :P

and this is just another take i took this afternoon. I REALLY NEED TO IMPROVE MY SKILL ANYWAYYYYY !

critics are highly welcome, readers ! ♥

spell C-Y-A-N .

done the first part of Lynda's Cupcakes this afternoon, and will continue by tomorrow after school :)

it's a rainy chilled night

well then it was a rainy night as well...
hiding behind the fragrant blanket,
listening to your voice...

it.is.all.i.want.♥

Sunday ?

well, i have no plans for today. im totally bored at home, seriously. So Kenny Lukman came here and had some shoots of my cupcakes yesterday. Well, let's just wait for the result ;)
And Alfian came too at night. I thought he wouldn't cause he said he'll come when we're having the shoots. ==" so we just sat down and talked and had dinner at awie. hahah.

Anyway, I've just created my Plurk account :)
Shelly Tan ♥

A to Z, only reminds me of you.

Albert. Bear. Chocochips. Dear. E51. Forever. Game. Hug. I. January. Kiss. Love. Miss. Night-call. Over-sized shirt. Polo. Quotes. Race. Saputra. Toast. Unagi. Vacation. Wolverine. X. You.


:)

Hari Kedua Sekolah Bahkan Lebih Buruk :(

So second day at school is even W O R S E. When i first step into my class, i was s t u n n e d by a girl who's wearing a big shocking pink bow on her head. So here's nick name for her - Gaga-Wannabe. \sighs\
Another thing, I was really annoyed by those two chicks who sit behind me. They were talking like no one else in class. They talked about eeeeeeverysinglethings such as ; boys, friends, backstabbers, and the worst part was when they talked about my previous school, Chandra Kusuma ! I'm totally stressed out at that time esp when GirlA said this - "murid-murid CK kan bodoh bodoh semuaa." and i was like HEY, like you are the mosttttt clever here, huh? and i kept glancing at them :p \SEBELLL\

My fav teacher of the day : Mr. Supian Sembiring :D
He's teaching Sociology class for this year and i ♥♥♥♥♥ his lesson! He's such a nice teacher that he knows how to make us feel comfortable for being in his class, having his lesson :)
and this is what sticks in my mind :

"Pada saat kamu merasa pintar sebagai seorang murid,
maka pada saat itulah kamu tidak membutuhkan saya berdiri lagi di depan ini."
Supian Sembiring

And seems like i'm not going to move out from this class. oh~ i don't know what should i be right now- happy or upsettttt????? i kept thinking about this last night. thinking real hard what should be best for me. :\
school life isn't that pretty simple, huh?

...still i miss you more than yesterday,
and love you less than tomorrow.
♥

Hari Pertama Sekolah

Hello, readers!
As most of you know that today is Sutomo-ers' first day back to school. And yeah, the classes are mixed up again :\\
Have to say that i haven't got any new friend in my class, teehee :'p most of my friends are not in the same class w/ me anymore. OH and i saw someone already. Someone......okay no need to mention anything here. hahhaha.
AND GUESS WHAT, William & Winston moved in! :D i was rushing to Wins' class in the morning & chat a bit w/ him, and after that went to Will's class. He was sitting like a very wise man y knw, like keeping both your arms stable on the desk and keep looking straight forward. hahaha :p
And i am still thinking whether to stick in IS 2 or just move out and get into another regular classes. I have my own reason :\

you made me smileeeeee :))

speechless for today ♥

senjatamakantuan:p

well, have checked on school's website, and found out that i am officially listed as one of 2-social-02 students. should i be happy or upset? happy, finding that i am in a "plus" class, and upset, cause we have to go to school on Saturday! :(
school starts on 13, which means 3 days to go and it is G R E A T T T T T T !!!
oh and Winston is entering Sutomo too, which means we can meet each other easilyyyyy :))

Waited for Angelica Tandean to fetch those cupcakes from my place this evening.
and after wards, sitting here and have a chat with others. Bought something from ArtBlends just now :)

My bear share this game with me. very cute ! it's avatar, as you can see, is using our own face! hahahaha i can't stop smiling while playinggg esp when the character dance! HAHAHAA x)

tagged by Jovial, Wesli.

*** tagged in Facebook ***

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)

1. Last beverage: Mineral water
2. Last phone call: Albert Saputra
3. Last text message: Albert Saputra
4. Last song you listened to: Beauty Is You - Abdul and The Coffee Theory
5. Last time you cried: this afternoon while having my lunch =="

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: No
7. Been cheated on: no
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: No
9. Lost someone special: Yes
10. Been depressed: Maybe..
11. Been drunk and threw up: No

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. White
13. Fuchsia
14. Black

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)

15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: Yes
17. Laughed until you cried: No
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you: ermm...
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes
22. How many people on your friends list do you know: Almost all.
23. How many kids do you want?: 2 / 3 are enough.
24. Do you have any pets: no
25. Do you want to change your name: Shelbee :p
26. What did you do for your last birthday: received smth nice from someone nice & were "kidnapped" by my best friend :)
27. What time did you wake up today: 9 am
28. What were you doing at midnight: Watching dvd, on a phone call.

29. Name something you cant wait for: school.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: This morning.. haha..

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: that i can stop thinking negatively.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: person? no. Tom is a puppy. haha.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: toothache :'(
35. Most visited webpage: Facebook, Twitter, Blogger, Google.
36. Whats your real name: Shelly Tan
37. Nicknames: Shel, bee, S, Shelloo.
38. Relationship Status: Taken
39. Zodiac sign: Gemini.
40. Male or female?: F
41. Primary school: St. Yoseph
42. Secondary school: Chandra Kusuma
43. High school/college/university?: currently still Sutomo1
44. Hair color: Black
45. Long or short: Long

46. Height: 1,6 m
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Yes
48: What do you like about yourself?: Easy going
49. Piercings: both ears
51. Righty or lefty: R

FIRSTS:

52. First surgery: nope
53. First piercing: 5 y'o
54. First best friend: Shelly Khoo
55. First sport you joined: Swimming
56. First vacation: Jakarta
58. First pair of trainers: forgot man!

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating: no
60. Drinking: no
61. I'm about to: reply the text
62. Listening to: 3oh!3
63. Waiting for: the day we'll meet again.

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids?: yes...
65. Get Married?: yes yes.
66. Career?: Yes yes yes!

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: eyes
68. Hugs or kisses : hugs
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: older
71. Romantic or spontaneous: romantic
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arms
73. Sensitive or loud: loud
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: hell no.
77. Drank hard liquor: no
78. Lost glasses/contacts: yes
79. Sex on first date: bahhh.
80. Broken someone's heart: yes
83. Turned someone down: yes
84. Cried when someone died: Yes..
85. Fallen for a friend?: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: of course yes!!
87. Miracles: they sometimes happen, don't they?
88. Love at first sight : no
89. Heaven: it's hard to
90. Santa Claus: No
91. Kiss on the first date: who knows?
92. Angels: err.....

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No
95. Did you sing today?: yes
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? : when i still don't know about any problem that i am facing today.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it: 31.12.08
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: it's hard on the knee yes? :p
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: im doing this :)

morning lullaby :)

it's 7th of the month.

31 days had gone by..
with the same question, and same answer..
If you press me to say why I loved him,
I can say no more than because he was he, and I was I.

damn, this is funny !!

MC: The first question is name me an electrical appliance starting with 'L'
Miss USA : Lamp
Miss Malaysia : Light bulb
Miss Singapore : LADIO
Judge: No, no, Radio does not start with the letter 'L'

MC: I am going to give you 3 more chances; Now, name me an animal starting with the letter 'L'
Miss USA : Lion
Miss Malaysia : Leopard
Miss Singapore : LABBIT
Judge: No, no, no!

MC: Your next chance. The name of a famous car that starts with 'L'
Miss USA : Lexus
Miss Malaysia : Lamborgini
Miss Singapore : Lolls- Loyce
Judge: Oh my God!

MC: I am going to give you one last chance! Name me a fruit starting with the letter 'L'
Miss USA : Lemon
Miss Malaysia : Lychee
Miss Singapore , with full of confidence, smiles and says: LIEWLIAN !! (durian)


This is not the end of the story, the Judge consulted the board of judges to determine if Miss Singapore should really be disqualified; and they decided that since Miss Singapore was having so many problems With the letter 'L', they decided to give her another chance.

Judge: OK, the final question is : Name me a human anatomy starting with the letter 'L'
Miss USA : Lung (applause)
Miss Malaysia : Liver (even more applause)
Miss Singapore : LAN CIAU !!
The Judges fainted ..!

it's not too long...

. .... ...

chocolate toast

picked up by bear this morning with his sister. made them toast for an express b'fast :)
went to buy books for new class this morning. and guess where my class is......??????
haha..friends know this ;)
then went to Sun for lunch & movie with my bear. finally, nonton TF2 jugaaaaaaa fiuhh*.
so tomorrow, Kenny &co are coming to cemara for a photoshoot in the morning. And now, my problem is that my teacher just text me and told me to come for tuition @ 9-12 am. arghhh...
let's see how tomorrow will go on :\ im kinda don't know what to do. heck =="