breaking news.

well i am doing my assignment while typing this. school starts tomorrow OH HELL it's TOMORROW !!

i will skip my dinner since i am still stuck in the middle and.....................................let's see if i can finish this and still alive or not :\

p.s : i will still ♥ tomorrow for one specific reason :)

if and only

I 've said it before, if only you are a pocket-sized guy.. Then i won't have to bear this feeling every moments. It won't be this hard to keep missing you every seconds. Thanks for today...

♥ he made me this hair accessory :)

I *heart* you, Albert Saputra :)

swing

hello again, folks :)

so i guess my mood for blogging is passing me by right now, a little bit. Hmmm reason that i don't post these days is because i don't feel like writing. That's it. And now, seems like i'm touched a bit teeheee :p

SO ! i am having this 10 days holiday due to the Idul Fitri , and i should say that i AM super bored. My bestgirl Shelly didn't come back here, and mom is also busy with her works so....the only option left for me is staying at home and help mommee with all her works, being a good daughter i should say :)

And tomorrow, mom is taking a day off. So I'll have a day with my bear then :) miss him already thou :'(

Being addicted to nail polish in PINK these days. FYI , I've bought 3 different pinks this week and maybe will buy another one again tomorrow :p

Let's see. It really helps me boost up my mood, esp these days as i am a bit fragile.

Sharing some pictures with him just now.. can't stand it, imisshimbadly :(

Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense. ~Mark Overby

Just another night to pass.....

Goodnight, folks ♥

a letter to you.

I realized..

there are several things in our life, they exist, and when they're gone, we ain't find it back anymore..

So do i realized, once I've found you, I cherish you, loving you deeply more and more each day...
but sometimes I feel like you are so beyond reach...you are so high up there..seems to fade.

And that's when i feel so scared, scared to realized that i might lose you in a glance.
And that's when i promised myself to keep you with me, longer than ever,
wishing that you won't be gone one day.
Cause once you're gone i might not be able to find you anymore.
Don't ask me to find someone better, not likely nor similar to you.


So promise me your presence,






and it will be all fine, dear...

18/09/2009

so many questions stuck here in my head. and i don't know if i supposed to guess or throw them away. i feel like i am not me for now. i won't feel this bad. seriously i don't talk much these days. i don't know if there's any particular reason for this. i hate for being this gloomy. but i just can't pretend to be alright like i used to. i hate being so moody. i even cry for no reason. pathetic. crazy. silly. damn.





it's raining out there..but it makes me feel worse..
and i am missing you..

make up your mind

when you wake up in the morning,
you already have to choose what you want to do first ;
brush your teeth or wash your face.

when you walk down through a path,
finding there are 2 separated ways to be chosen ;
left or right.

and when you are all die,
there're just 2 probabilities left ;
heaven or hell.

so life is full of decision.
make up your mind,
don't hesitate,
don't keep negotiating too much with your time.
you 're just wasting it.

Manage it! Use it! Cherish it!



...and you ll know that you gonna survive :)

September smiles :)

some random photos for September :)

Well i had a very good times today. Laugh a lot at school, have already got some friends i can catch up well with. yay! :D
And also spending time with him all afternoon. But then a lil bit....... :\ when i littered on our way home just now :p but okay it's my fault so...HAH !
i won't do that again i promised.. k a p o k* :(

camera, ON !

Helloooooooo, readers !
Sorry for not posting for almost a week. idk why i don't have words to be typed on this blog. so...yes it's really dead now. pity my pathetic blog eh.
And so today i also won't share about my days cause they're recently flat...nthg much happen but still all fine so...be happy ! :)

I'd like to share about one of my fav blog. I knew this site since last July and i do really A D O R E every work she'd done ! it really astonished me, with those magic little kits and a pair of really gifted hands and creativity. ♥♥♥
And i just can't move my eyes from the monitor everytime i watched the tutorials. It's just seems pretty easy and it always suceed to attract me oh gosh...
So here, be crafty !

p.s : i know you gonna love it girls..

below shown picture and video are from KwernerDesign.com

i miss someone.someone..someone...

i just can't deny it all

it's for tomorrow's guy on date :p