♥ + : + )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
to
my dearest sister,
Henny Purnama.
Hope you'll like the gift from me to you :)



anak yang dari rumah ampe tea garden
trus"an ngomong "hari ini gw cakep banget yah.."
narsis sekali...











singkat cerita,
hang out ga jelas gitu deh. trus pulangnya dijemput mami trus spa.
abis tuh langsung pulang.
capek.

p.s : You, pray for your own bet ! :D

goodnight, xoxo.

BIRTHDAY GIRL :)

first of all,

happy fifteenth birthday
to



haha..
Let's say that she's one step closer to the word called mature :p

well,
heard something this afternoon right after rushed back to sch.
:(
those efforts, those hopes, those times..
and little did he know how we do care so much about his feeling and his pride...

there you are, the most beautiful moon,
but the sun is still the greatest of all.

and tomorrow,
it will be my ♥sister's day! :DD
she's turning 29 in just couple of hours more..
she's a very tough woman. she's very independent.
and we are really proud of her :))
going to accompany felix to find smth for his girl's birthday.
malesssssss :(

randomsssssssss.

an extra :



goodnight.

may i ?

i wish for a better tomorrow, when i don't care anymore.
i wish for a happier tomorrow, when i don't cry anymore.
i wish for a grateful tomorrow, so i won't regret anymore.
i wish for a braver tomorrow, so i won't fear anymore.

i please...

may i?

empty saturday

so i went out w/ mom today.
went to repair my school shoe and buy some baking stuffs.
and today's highlight is : I went to have my haircut.

p r e v i o u s

a f t e r

i cut 6 cm of them.
well, it's quite short now.. idk what to say.
haha :p
i love it anyway :)

went to pecel lele wajir for dinner. do you guys still remember the boy in "The Golden Egg"?
I met him, still, selling the eggs. He was offering them to mom and i don't really pay my attention to him. But then he kept standing there and asking. So i raised my head to look at him. Well, he looks thinner then. But the eggs he sell are expensive. It's twice the price compare to a place where my mom always buy at. haha. But then mom bought 10 eggs.
finished dinner, went home.
:)

♥yes, he is always like that..
and that's why i like him.

aku ngak senang hari ini.

pagi" mood ak uda dirusakin cewe" rese.
darn. cari masalah bget sih sama orang.
apa lu? maen triak doank. brani na rame'.
ga zaman kalee..kenal lu aja nga yah. plis deh.

trus. no more better morning deh.
asli emosi.
temen sebangku ak si wen" juga nga dateng.
sakit gigi katanya. jadi si felix pindah k sbelah ak.
untung dia ga cerewet hari ini. kalo nga kasian dia. ak marahin abis"an.

and kelas juga kayanya ga semangat banget hari ini.



ada si Hendra yang baru bangun tidur.
trus siangnya yah lumayan lah..
ke mm buat lunch sama mei, te, cia di ayam penyet ria.
trus gaming bentar abis tuh cabut deh.



score yang ga ada bagus"nya.
22 pula..



si ciacia & tete berpose nunggu powercard =.=

trus pulang skolahnya
di suruh ke tempat bass buat ngambil ini..



dari Fred :)
thankyou..

trus ada yang pegi ga bilang" nih kayanya..

you, takecare & have fun..

and i wish to crave a curve line in my face...
*deep sighs*

white horse.

it's raining outside..
it's raining inside..
i don't wanna be so gloomy.
people would think that i am a loony.
:(

cause i'm not a princess,
this ain't a fairy tale.
i'm not the one you'll sweep of her feet,
lead her up to the stairwell..

worst valentine

it was my worst valentine's day ever, i think.
first, i don't have any driving license. but mom let me drove.
so i fetched irene, then went to jessica's. There's nthg wrong till i loopholed the red light in Pemuda street.
WE didn't notice it. ok, it was my fault cause i was the one who drove the car.
So yaa..the police stopped me and asked me to show my license and STNK thingy.
Actually i have the STNK but i told the police that i don't have. and so the license.
*with my f-ing innocent look*
and i pretend like i didn't do smth wrong. the police kept like frightening us by telling that we'll go to law court and blablablas.
and jessica was trying to give him money, yea, like our parents do.
haha. and he was like jaim jaim and said "ahh..ga bisa ini dek ga bisa.."
surely he wants the money ok..ck.
and he kept forcing me to show him my license and i even nearly screamed at him.
how can i show him smth that i don't have??? stupid !
and at last he took our money... see? =\

and so we went to MW. there's no valentine's atmosphere over there, even the candle lite was useless.
Yeah, the point is : we don't have couple :(
so right after we finished our dinner, we went back home.
sent jessica to tabobah, and nearly lost.
how stupid i am. haha.

kinda uncomfy for me
cause i kept listening to one same topic - him.
i mean, what for ?
showing off? no need, ok.
i was like a stupid stranger,
listening to those stories,
you kept telling he blablabla and me blablabla
oh and then he also thisthisthis and i thatthatthat.
and I couldn't give any single comment.
fun eh?

chocolate suffered me enough.
can i just look back
but not remembering all your words?
cause they're just words.
they're just spoken,
they're empty...

looking for nothing.

Last beverage → es kelapa
Last phone call → mom
Last instant message → kenny
Last song you listened to → John Mayer's
Last time you cried → few days ago

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice → ??
Been cheated on → i don't know
Kissed someone & regretted it → not yet
Lost someone special→ yes.

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:

Fallen out of love → yes.
Laughed until you cried → stomachache i guess.
Met someone who changed your life → no
Have you kissed anyone on your top friends? → yes
How many ppl on your top friends do you know in real life? all of em
How many kids do you want to have → 2 or 3
Do you have any pets → used to have an american bulldog
Do you want to change your name → no
What time did you wake up today → 5.30 as usual
What were you doing at midnight last night → sleeping
Name something you CANNOT wait for → going to college
What's one thing you wish you could change → my luck maybe
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Tommy i had.
What's getting on your nerves right now → tomorrow's plan.
What's your real name → Shelly
Zodiac sign → Gemini
Elementary/primary School → SD St.Yoseph
High School → chandra kusuma & Sutomo 1
Hair color → naturally black
Long or short → long
Are you a health freak → no. i eat junk too.
Righty or lefty → right

FIRSTS:

First surgery → never
First piercing → when i was 14.
First best friend → shelly efendy khoo
First sport you joined → swim
First pet → dog
First vacation → forgot
First crush → HAHAHA i don't remember :p

CURRENTLY :

Eating → nothing
Drinking → nothing
Waiting → final destination 3

YOUR FUTURE :

Want kids? → might be
Want to get married?→ yes.
Careers in mind? → a pastry shoppe or cakery or cafe & have my own shoe label !

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger → no
Drank hard liquor → no
Lost glasses/contacts → no.
Ran away from home → guess not
Broken someone's heart → maybe
Been arrested → no
Turned someone down → yes
Cried when someone died → yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself → most of the time
Miracles → sometimes it does happen eh? :)
Love at first sight → big NO
Heaven → yes
Santa Claus → no
Kiss on the first date → no
Angels → maybe... :)

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yes
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time → no. never will i.
Do you believe in God? → yes.

intuition

2 of my class mates lost their things recently.
A boy lost his laptop, and a girl lost his mobile.
WTH.
don't be such a coward.
You're just putting a mask of your silence.
Shame on you !

this is what i bake at 6 this evening.
yes, they're my little present for little 14th February of mine :)

it split into two.

what on earth is going on?
i am not showing my emo side,
but here i am going to tell you what makes me so emo these days.

first,
i never want a friend who LIE ON ME.
eventhou we're not close. we even only know each other for several months,
but you should think that no body wants to hear a lie.
I am not judging you as a liar,
but for me, once you lie, i'll just remember you as a liar.
i am not that fool to be fooled aroung by you, girl.
and i really consider you as my friend whom i think i could go on well w/
don't know that it would end like this..
sebenernya uda lama aku sabar" sama kamu ya.. :(
you always act innocently. yeah, that's what bitches do, right??
BIG SORRY, i put no trust on you anymore.


second,
another messed-me-up-news.
my very best friend, both Eveline and Felix moved back to their hometown, Jakarta.
Which means, we wouldn't met until don't-know-where-and-when.
She didn't let me know before.
She informed me just an hour before she got to plane.
And we even didn't met for a farewell... *sigh*
I have been through the same thing twice, dear..
:(


third,
for you*
you made me think that promises are only words spoken.

turn me down?no? yes?

Yesterday...

this two guys accompanied my whole day.
We arrived at place on 8 and went home at 6.
Had badminton match(es) yesterday, and they will still compete for the next round.
While me- Jon & I lost the game.
We won for the first round. But then harder couple beat us :(
have to admit that they are really hard thou. HEHE.
so as well as i reached home last night,
i rushed to take a shower. i sweat litres yesterday !!
who cares, it's good right? ;))
and right after shower, i went straight to bed.
yes, a very early one, at 7.35 pm. but i could still feel the pain on my neck.
ck !

and this is my dinner for tonight. a bowl of veggie salad.
well, at first i really felt like anak tiri cause my mom had her very mouth-watering dinner :(
mom said : "DETOX, DEAR !"
and i feel like ...............

;(((

no cap go meh party this year..
but still have to greet you guys,

happy 15th night
(wth idk how to say it correctly, sorry, my bad :) )

you had me falling for you honey,
and it never would've gone away.
you used to shine so bright,
but i watched it all fade away...

beats part II.

i thought i'll be late for the race cause i left home at 4.40
but luckily i didn't.
I arrived at 5 sharp and 3 others were keep mumbling.
SORRY ! :oo
today's match was won w/o effort. haha.
caused that our opp didn't do the re-registration thing.
thanked them for not re-registrating, yes ;)) :p

we were recorded for 00:01:01.
another one have 00:01:00.
and the other one have 00:00:57.
*sighhh*
why they are damn fasttt??
T.T

and tomorrow,
badminton match will be held..
damn, i am nervous now.
bet that i won't be able to sleep tonight. geessss..
hahaha..
wish us the best luck, ok?
;)

.xoxo, goodnight.

beats.

i watched the game today after school. quite fun for the trompah. and i felt a lil' bit of regret for not joining my team :(
well, it passed anyway. HA HA.
and tomorrow i'll have my estafet race on 5 pm, shall be there on 4.
and the day after tomorrow, i'll have my badminton match.
I'll play double with Jonathan Horizon versus my cousin's class.
wew.. we don't even have any prep. :((
well let's hope for miracle then? ahaha. sounds lame lah..

dating w/ apples

I am not feeling well this morning.
I vomit twice & feel like wanna vomit again for every food i saw.
*sigh*
So the things i could throw into my mouth
are just
Apples & Oranges & Mineral Water.

"an apple a day keeps the doctor away,
but if the doctor's yummy,
throw the apple away."
;p

HE HE HE.

someone looks like had picked up another blooming flower,
and i guess so the flower...

time to grow :)

well i was having a chat with a friend who recommend me this song.

Time to Grow by Lemar. Never heard any of his before. hehe.

i love the song, really. and this is some part of the lyrics.

post for you before you go to bed.. :)

Last night I tried but I couldn’t sleep,

thoughts of you were in my head.

I was lonely and I needed you next to me.

Life was harder since you left.

I never meant to do you wrong.

But now all is said and done

I hope you wont be gone too long, nooo..

Where do I go,

what do I do,

I can’t deny i still feel something,

And girl I wish, you could say you feel the same.

You’ve broken the bond, I gotta move on,

But how do I end this lonely feeling?

You’ve gone, I’m here, alooone,

I guess it's time to grow.

crying time is over

I know I can’t control her feelings,

if she won’t return, then I guess I’ll be a man

and move on.

Time to grow,

And move on; make life better than it was before,

I think I can make it,

And move on, make love better than I did before

Time to grow,

And move on, make life better than It was before,

Though you've gone,

And I’m here alone,

I guess it's time to grow..

Grow, I'm grown..

how smart are you, hu?
people talks your bad and you can't even think twice before you react.
please think about the concequences you'll get okay, miss pathetic.
those moves you are taking just keep showing how lame you are.
sad you did not realize, hu?
hey miss..

LIFE PLAYS HARD,

CHEAT HARD.

SO,

BEHAVE EVEN HARDER !