i need a new bed time story for a new year :)

these was taken last night, with ideas popped out right at the moment.

sigh, you guys won't think that i am so retarded right?

taking photos at midnight, right before i slept*
;)









so i spent these last 3 days by shopping w/ mommee.
Yeah, as we know, CNY is facing us soon !
hong bao na guo lai !!
hahahaa..

and another 6 more days.. :)

Hey !
it's 2009 !

and i hadn't had my photos taken yet :p
so ridiculous, yaa?
LOL.
whatever. hey hey heyyyyyyyyy..
what's my NY's resolutions then?
o.0


preparing something isn't a piece of cake to do, yea? :(

NYE, the 31st :)

31st December 2008

3 p.m

10 p.m - 00 a.m














"We will open the book.
Its pages are blank.
We are going to put words on them ourselves.
The book is called Opportunity,
and its first chapter is New Year's Day."


HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009
loves,
♥Shelly (:

this ain't go away.

.."don't bother please"..
..i said that to my own..
..this things kept repeating each nights..
..i just wanted to figure out something..
..something which really bothers me..
.."don't bother, please"..

sick and sweating

i really want to spend my new year's eve there..
it does not matter if i am alone..
spending hours up there watching those fireworks,
live is such like heaven, isn't it?
*dreaming*

and i was sick today. fever.
so i try to sweat as much as possible, so i could recover soon :D
i did quite loadsa exercises today such as sit ups, crunches, jog around house and some aerobic.
haha. and tomorrow morning, me & wen is gg to jog, i think. not sure yet.
LOVIIEEEE ~~! :D


so i woke up quite early, around 7, as i felt my body was super warm and couldn't continue my sleep anymore.
and i didn't take my shower *THIS IS S' TOP SECRET , guys!* ;pppp
and i have nth to do besides watching tv. sucks.
so i suddenly leered to the black vincci from J which were kept in the corner of my room,
and caught an idea ! ;)))

i was just too bored at the moment, and i was so kurang kerjaan and decided to add those blingbling things on 'em, so they will look more different ;)
or else they look so boring, i swear :(




and maybe because of my fever so i felt cold all day long, and i put on this home-socks
given by my lovely sister :D
it is made from wool and it is just so C-O-M-F-Y !! xD

so what should i do for the rest of time?
oh maybe just sleep earlier, morning plan for tomorrow !

loves,

Recipe ♥

Chocolate cupcakes :)

Bahan cake :

• 250 gr margarin
• 100 gr gula kastor
• 100 gr dark cooking choco (biasa pake collata), lelehkan.
• 5 btr telur
• 250 gr tepung trigu protein sedang (boleh pake segitiga biru)
• 2 sdt baking powder
• 30 gr choco powder (cocoa van houten) + 75 ml susu cair (FN), dilarutkan.
• 75 gr keping coklat (pake collata di potong" kecil)

Bahan butter cream :

• 250 gr mentega putih
• 50 gr mentega putih asin (sama aja kalo pake blueband)
• 350 gr jeli mellow (kmren itu ak pake 250 gr aja, udah cukup manis kog)
• 2 sdm choco powder + 2 sdm air panas, dilarutkan.
• 1/2 sdt coklat pasta.

Cetakan : cetakan cupcake diameter atas 6,5 cm, diameter bawah 5 cm, tinggi 3cm.

Proses :

1. Cake : kocok margarin & gula kastor sampai lembut. Masukan coklat leleh.Kocok rata.
2. Tambahkan telur 1by1 bergantian dgn tepung trigu sambil diayak& di kocok rata.
3. Masukkan sisa terigu & BP smbil d ayak& d kocok perlahan bergantian dgn larutan choco powder.
4. Masukkan keping coklat, aduk rata.
5. Tuang d cetakan yg d alas cup kertas.
6. Oven 25 menit dengan suhu 180 derajat celcius.
7. Butter cream : kocok mentega putih & mentega putih asin sampai ringan & lembut. Tambahkan jelli mellow. Kocok rata.
8. Masukkan larutan choco powder & coklat pasta. Kocok rata. Masukkan dalam kantung plastik segitiga.
9. Hias cake setelah cake agak dingin ya ;)

Have a nice try !
loves,

saturday's cupcakes ;)

so today !
finally this girls accomplished their wish to bake cupcakes ;pp
hahaha. here we are : Christine (55), Kelly, & Shelly.

they were LATE !!!!! =X they supposed to be in my homie @ 1, but they came @ 2 then. huh.

i don't really like our cupcakes this time cause
i don't really like cream =\
and i am enough w/ chocolate i think? =(
i better go w/ vanilla next time *sigh*

and i think i won't go anywhere tonight, have momee to cook for dinner here :)
she's the best chef ! ;D

*deero* ;)

and mommee were cutting the trap for sable around my house
which come @ night and steal away our jambu air.
Mom is damn mad w/ these things and she did this

so tricky eh? ;p


"Whatever hurts you will also teach you. So accept the fact that you might fail here and there. Welcome the challenge of revealing who you really are to someone else."

loves,

11 to 7

*candid caresse !* :P

so i watched twilight, finally !
but i am not satisfied, and yes, i agree w/ those who says story in the book are better than the movie.
i love Edcullen's smile, but i dislike his nervous look.
i love Jascullen too :)
& after the movie, idk where to go. it always the same story, pointless, dontknow where to go, especially @ sun. *sigh*
so i phoned my wenwen, and we met, and went to have snacks @ golden rice.
then it's her turn to watch twilight @ 5. so i m alone AGAIN.
but then i met Joe, Caresse, and new bud, Carlos. hee hee..


i love her !



and now you know, how could i get so fat ! :x

look, why you still copycating every single thing if you hate me this much?
stop being a dumb, b*tch !

so i spent my day playing w/ my pet and chatting and texting and watching movie.
i watched hot fuzz and mr.Bean's Holiday. ha ha ha ha ha.
getting so bored on this christmas day, cause nobody could drag me out of home :(
received loads of texts this early morning :)
MERRY CHRISTMAS WORLD !!!! :D
and 55 texted me, planning about our cupcakes.
so the day after tomorrow, 55, kelly, and anita will come ! :D


Quote of the day:
"A woman wears her tears like jewelry."

happy christmas eve :)

today's highlights :

• went to fam's lil' christmas eve gathering evening ♥
  
• Shopping w/ mommee ♥

So the christmas eve gathering went well :)
i love the atmosphere and those moments. although i am not christian, but i enjoy the love and togetherness !
And then, went to deli plz for shopping w/ mom.
I think mostly i choose up mono colour such as black, white, and grey.
idk, i love simple now :)
ha ha ha.

* icoughtyoulil'dude* :p



and this is what i bought :)


mom said tat i looked like a teacher in that dress =.="
whatever. i fall in love w/ you, checkers !!! ;D

hmmm..
Christmas is coming in couple of hours..
i wonder how would it be in Paris & New York..
or maybe Bali, where my sister is having her time now..
I wanna be thereee !!!!!
*S C R E A M*

♪~Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Let your heart be light
From now on,
Our troubles will be out of sight

Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Make the Yule-tide gay,
From now on,
Our troubles will be miles away.


Here we are as in olden days,
Happy golden days of yore.
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us once more.


Through the years we all will be together
If the Fates allow
Hang a shining star upon the highest bough.
And have yourself a merry little Christmas now.~♪

and so here's your empty promises..

HAPPY HOLIDAY, PEOPLEEEE !!!!

So, after exam, it was raining.

I waited for shellyhoney to pick me up.

yah, last meeting before she head back to singapore.

but whattheheck, traffic+rain at the same time is what i hate the most.

well, most people do, don't we?

so after 1/2 hour waiting, i decided to ran to her car,

cause she met the traffic and couldn't even move.

*menembus hujan*

sort it.

we went to pizza for lunch, and then went to ace to buy xmas presents.

i'll join the xmas party tonight :)

kinda excited..

so we did nothing much,,

well, she had a boyfriend now, how sweet ;)

*****

and so i just got back from christmas party.

kinda fun :)

dressed up a lil' bit too much or too formal i think. =\

see the difference : Kelly & me =\

and this is what i got from Andrew,

the guy in grey tonight :)

Someone having his hols..

Have fun there =)

and so i was left with those empty promises..

but i won't be upset, cause see, i am fine.

at least i don't cry :)
and someone,

should i put trust on her?

no more anniversary.

"..cause if there's no more you, there's no more anniversary.."

NeYo - So sick

guess what.
i had my dejavu this afternoon, and im still shocked =(
i dreamt about myself last night, being in a car accident.
i was driving, and suddenly a car with superfast-horse-speed came and crashed mine.
i am the only one who got injured. and my head was bleeding, both of my hand was paralyzed.
my dream was so real that i even found myself crying when i suddenly woke up.



and tell you guys,
i drove to groceries store near my house to buy couple packs of cappucino.
and after i got back inside my car, and to drove back to home i need to take an U-turn.
Right at the moment, a car was speeding trough me ! and you won't believe this,
IT WAS THE SAME CAR AS WHAT I'VE SEEN IN MY DREAM !
i was really scared and i even couldn't breath at that time. so i directly stopped...
it happened so fast. luckily the "crashed-blood-& paralyzed" thing didn't happened. he he.
but ya, i am still S-H-O-C-K-E-D !


thanks God :)


i baked again today, and i didn't prepare for tomorrow's test.
lazy lazy lazy. don't know what'll mom thinks about :S
*gees..*



choco cream cake will meet fellas tomorrow ;)

goodnight.

December, 22nd '08,

Happy Mother's Day

i LOVE my MOM !

happy holidays,

xoxo

;)

sakit leher ku :\

part for last night where medanesse attended SUN PLAZA MIDNIGHT SALE.
horrible. i couldn't focus at all !
but at least i found 1 black satin mini dress :)
and and i met 2 of my primary schoolmates!!
hahaha. it's years since the last i met 2 of them..ohemgee.
i met koesmarihati and jessicapri gani.
ckck..oh and i met up w/ shelly, eve, and felix too.
and today,
i've just finished helping momii w/ kue bangkit again. haha.
and tomorrow, in less than 24 hours, i'll face math exam !
akhirnya ujian yg pling di tunggu" dateng juga. huh.
hopefully it wont be as lame as what i did on my physics *uggh*
kinda lazy of picturing these days, so don't ask for photos :p
haha.

should i go back w/ my papers????
i think so. but my mind reject it all the time :(
i am super lazy. yeah. *sigh sigh sigh*


*D, sorry, it's just not the time...
p.s : you know it, don't you?

.7 hours math tuition nearly devastated me.
.had done just about 4 papers today.
.having bakwan as partner-in-crime together with kelly.
.escaped to Chandra Kusuma at 1 pm, watching their sport day.
.i wish to go back there, just in case for f-u-n.
.and caught in the rain, yeah that was a total fun.
.running through the rain!! :D.
.didn't matter for me to get wet.
.;).




.you are just a jerk, if i could say.

*SPLAT!*

im feeling like throwing myself off to a field of mayonaisse.

or yogurth will be better, eh?

smooth,

nice smell,

nice colour..

uh oh wake up S. haha.

SO

4th day of my exams, chm for sure.

yeah, quite satisfied w/ myself.

at least the 7-hours tuition didn't seem to be useless :D

ahhhh !!

Hope that i'll achieve better grade after this fking-troubles-happened-before-and-during-exams.

so tomorrow will be PPKn & English exams.

surely won't matter me at all, i believe ;)

and idk how that ichy red spot on my finger appeared this morning.

haha. *scratch*

oh hey, here :

sure for a boredom killer XD

http://kecoak-and-us.blogspot.com/

little note posted-up for you :

and when I close my eyes, even at night

only reminds me of you.

Economics and Sociology

H E L L O O O O O ! ! ! ! ! !

yesterday i studied and memorized 3 chapters for economics.
I was freakin out last night when i texted SATYA, WEND, TETE, CIA, MEI and asked them
"NGERTI ITUNG2AN NA NGAA??? AJARIN AKUUUU !!!! TOLONNGGGG !!!"
and this is what SATYA replied me : "bisa..wkwkwkk..napa? lu ga bisa? haha. kacian :P"
WEND : "bisa..dibuku kan ada say.."
TETE : "Ha?? hamik lae??" (ok, i admit she's abit ggerrorgg =p)
CIA : "blajar fotocopy z.."
MEI : "Bisa dong.."

see..most of em know how to solve those equation !
while me??? *teng teng teng* i am tupidtupid enough for countings :(
so i was quite depressed for economics. and i studied till midnight.
sociology didn't stuck me even once ;)

and today, when the paper came infront of my eyes,
I AM STUNNED !!!!
i could answer almost 95% of the qs conffidently ! ;D
*happyhappyhappy*

but yesterday's physics upset me so much :((
i think there'll be a red mark again in my report for science subjects
*sigh*

so what's for tomorrow??
biology.
*screeaaammmmm !!!!*
i don't know how to prepare those 6 chapters' materialssssss !!!
T.T
again,
GOD bless me. AMEN !

well well.
within 10 mins and i'll go offline
and continue my papers !!!!
S T U D Y pleaseeeee...
mom is screaming at me ;( ;( ;(

nothing much today.
i woke up at 5 this morning. didn't have to actually, but i couldn't find the word "TIGHT" to be putted next to "SLEEP" in my mind. huh.

last night was such a mess ;(
idk wth i was doing !! damn you shelly. stupidstupidstupid !!
yah, i know it's useless, but what's wrong with giving a try?

argh. forget it.

i helped mom with those cookies sample. we worked from 7 a.m till 1 p.m
and i was so full by the aromas of cookies till i couldn't have my lunch.
then i spent other 3 more hours by finishing handmade bracelet for a friend
and reading some recipes :)

&& i headed to tuition @ 4, considering i will face my killing physics semester exam tomorrow :(
*wish me luck, won't you??*

God bless me, amen!!
:)

*sigh*

what a wow!
eve, dennis and sell popped out infront of my house!
wow wow. chat and IT'S NOT ENOUGH !
dad&mom had went to bed earlier so they didn't know thesse three musketeers came at night :p

well. at least they cheered my night :)

and and..a friend just texted me a very sweet goodnight msg.
"..But i am someone when you have no one.." =)

...aku ga ngerti knapa jadi orang harus susah gini...

..huh..

bisa nga sih semua tuh ga perlu keberanian?

seandainya aja semua orang itu pengertian,

cukup peka dan cepat tanggap.

susah banget yah??

capek jadi orang baik trus.

capek jadi pihak yang slalu ngalah trus.

capek mikirin orang lain trus.

ujung-ujung na i have no good.

and these things have drove me crazy recently.

:(

i ***t **u ***k

hmmm..
so..
my girl is flying to sgpore for a concert. night flight. have a save trip baby! :)






TODAY is my lucky day, i supposed to say, eh?
first,
it was raining in the morning when im ontheway to sch. and i was thinking "OMG. HABIS AKU! GA BAWA PAYUNG!"
but then the rain stopped right after i reached shool ! see? HAHA :)

second,
and this is the most thrilling.
Shervia, witi, selwinda and I went to W.R supratman on our lunch break.
Idk what are we going to do there, but i just followed em.
SO we just walked around and took a look of the sch.
yeah, and like the newbie on the block, people keep starring at you. *sigh*

after the visit, we decided to take our lunch across the sch.
so we ate there, and when i looked at my watch, IT'S 1.15 ALREADY!!
we supposed to arrived @ sch at about 1.20 or smth !
and you could see the traffic are suckssss !!!! horribleeee !!!
and it seems like we couldn't make it in 5 mins to reach sch.
yah yah. we rushed. took becak, and we dnt knw what to say to our teacher, FRISKA the most killing teachers ever!
IT'S 1.30 and we're still on the way...so we lost our hopes. *pasrah*
seems like we'll no longer alive at here lesson.


BUT

when we were running through the pathway, we met mei"! alone and she's crying there..
and from this coincidence, i could see what is that called the honesty.. :)
so we asked. comforted her. and asked her to go back to sch together with us but she didn't want to. she decided to wait for her boy. ok then :)
so. we were then horrified with the thoughts of being punished and scolded by ms.friska.
But when sherv phoned our secretary, miraculously, SHE PICKED UP THE CALL !!
and that means...... THE TEACHER ISN'T THERE YETTTT !!!
we screammm !! we really didd !! HAHAHAA.. it was just so fantastic having your luck like this!
LOL.
then we ran as fast as we could to our class which is located on the 5th!
yeah! friska wasn't there yet ;DD
and mei also got into class before friska. hurray!!
we were out of troublesssss !

things i revised today :

don't ever, ever, ever, trust too much on those who have hurt you -even once.

cause when you've lied, it makes you a liar -even once.

so yeah. you know i know...

goodnight.