longing

.maybe i shouldn't have so much ego in me that it h u r t s me recently.

.maybe i shouldn't be this c h i l d i s h that i cry easily.

.and maybe i should stop h o p i n g to much for my long longing hopes.

i should quit from addictive things,

i should forget those bitter memories,

i should push my self upwards trough my life now.

i know i am not perfect,

i know i am silly,

i know how crybaby i am, and

i know i am too vurnerable these days :(

but i just can't seek the reason why...