only if..

only if you know..
only if you realize..
only if you see..
only if you feel..
only if you dare to face..
only if you could stare into the eyes of a deepcut..
yes,
only if I could scream out loud..
only if I could speak straightfully..
only if I don't think too much..
only if I am brave enough..
only if I am stronger..
only if I believe more..
only if I may asked for more :
stop this cut please.