this ain't go away.

.."don't bother please"..
..i said that to my own..
..this things kept repeating each nights..
..i just wanted to figure out something..
..something which really bothers me..
.."don't bother, please"..

sick and sweating

i really want to spend my new year's eve there..
it does not matter if i am alone..
spending hours up there watching those fireworks,
live is such like heaven, isn't it?
*dreaming*

and i was sick today. fever.
so i try to sweat as much as possible, so i could recover soon :D
i did quite loadsa exercises today such as sit ups, crunches, jog around house and some aerobic.
haha. and tomorrow morning, me & wen is gg to jog, i think. not sure yet.
LOVIIEEEE ~~! :D


so i woke up quite early, around 7, as i felt my body was super warm and couldn't continue my sleep anymore.
and i didn't take my shower *THIS IS S' TOP SECRET , guys!* ;pppp
and i have nth to do besides watching tv. sucks.
so i suddenly leered to the black vincci from J which were kept in the corner of my room,
and caught an idea ! ;)))

i was just too bored at the moment, and i was so kurang kerjaan and decided to add those blingbling things on 'em, so they will look more different ;)
or else they look so boring, i swear :(




and maybe because of my fever so i felt cold all day long, and i put on this home-socks
given by my lovely sister :D
it is made from wool and it is just so C-O-M-F-Y !! xD

so what should i do for the rest of time?
oh maybe just sleep earlier, morning plan for tomorrow !

loves,

Recipe ♥

Chocolate cupcakes :)

Bahan cake :

• 250 gr margarin
• 100 gr gula kastor
• 100 gr dark cooking choco (biasa pake collata), lelehkan.
• 5 btr telur
• 250 gr tepung trigu protein sedang (boleh pake segitiga biru)
• 2 sdt baking powder
• 30 gr choco powder (cocoa van houten) + 75 ml susu cair (FN), dilarutkan.
• 75 gr keping coklat (pake collata di potong" kecil)

Bahan butter cream :

• 250 gr mentega putih
• 50 gr mentega putih asin (sama aja kalo pake blueband)
• 350 gr jeli mellow (kmren itu ak pake 250 gr aja, udah cukup manis kog)
• 2 sdm choco powder + 2 sdm air panas, dilarutkan.
• 1/2 sdt coklat pasta.

Cetakan : cetakan cupcake diameter atas 6,5 cm, diameter bawah 5 cm, tinggi 3cm.

Proses :

1. Cake : kocok margarin & gula kastor sampai lembut. Masukan coklat leleh.Kocok rata.
2. Tambahkan telur 1by1 bergantian dgn tepung trigu sambil diayak& di kocok rata.
3. Masukkan sisa terigu & BP smbil d ayak& d kocok perlahan bergantian dgn larutan choco powder.
4. Masukkan keping coklat, aduk rata.
5. Tuang d cetakan yg d alas cup kertas.
6. Oven 25 menit dengan suhu 180 derajat celcius.
7. Butter cream : kocok mentega putih & mentega putih asin sampai ringan & lembut. Tambahkan jelli mellow. Kocok rata.
8. Masukkan larutan choco powder & coklat pasta. Kocok rata. Masukkan dalam kantung plastik segitiga.
9. Hias cake setelah cake agak dingin ya ;)

Have a nice try !
loves,

saturday's cupcakes ;)

so today !
finally this girls accomplished their wish to bake cupcakes ;pp
hahaha. here we are : Christine (55), Kelly, & Shelly.

they were LATE !!!!! =X they supposed to be in my homie @ 1, but they came @ 2 then. huh.

i don't really like our cupcakes this time cause
i don't really like cream =\
and i am enough w/ chocolate i think? =(
i better go w/ vanilla next time *sigh*

and i think i won't go anywhere tonight, have momee to cook for dinner here :)
she's the best chef ! ;D

*deero* ;)

and mommee were cutting the trap for sable around my house
which come @ night and steal away our jambu air.
Mom is damn mad w/ these things and she did this

so tricky eh? ;p


"Whatever hurts you will also teach you. So accept the fact that you might fail here and there. Welcome the challenge of revealing who you really are to someone else."

loves,

11 to 7

*candid caresse !* :P

so i watched twilight, finally !
but i am not satisfied, and yes, i agree w/ those who says story in the book are better than the movie.
i love Edcullen's smile, but i dislike his nervous look.
i love Jascullen too :)
& after the movie, idk where to go. it always the same story, pointless, dontknow where to go, especially @ sun. *sigh*
so i phoned my wenwen, and we met, and went to have snacks @ golden rice.
then it's her turn to watch twilight @ 5. so i m alone AGAIN.
but then i met Joe, Caresse, and new bud, Carlos. hee hee..


i love her !



and now you know, how could i get so fat ! :x

look, why you still copycating every single thing if you hate me this much?
stop being a dumb, b*tch !

so i spent my day playing w/ my pet and chatting and texting and watching movie.
i watched hot fuzz and mr.Bean's Holiday. ha ha ha ha ha.
getting so bored on this christmas day, cause nobody could drag me out of home :(
received loads of texts this early morning :)
MERRY CHRISTMAS WORLD !!!! :D
and 55 texted me, planning about our cupcakes.
so the day after tomorrow, 55, kelly, and anita will come ! :D


Quote of the day:
"A woman wears her tears like jewelry."

happy christmas eve :)

today's highlights :

• went to fam's lil' christmas eve gathering evening ♥
  
• Shopping w/ mommee ♥

So the christmas eve gathering went well :)
i love the atmosphere and those moments. although i am not christian, but i enjoy the love and togetherness !
And then, went to deli plz for shopping w/ mom.
I think mostly i choose up mono colour such as black, white, and grey.
idk, i love simple now :)
ha ha ha.

* icoughtyoulil'dude* :p



and this is what i bought :)


mom said tat i looked like a teacher in that dress =.="
whatever. i fall in love w/ you, checkers !!! ;D

hmmm..
Christmas is coming in couple of hours..
i wonder how would it be in Paris & New York..
or maybe Bali, where my sister is having her time now..
I wanna be thereee !!!!!
*S C R E A M*

♪~Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Let your heart be light
From now on,
Our troubles will be out of sight

Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Make the Yule-tide gay,
From now on,
Our troubles will be miles away.


Here we are as in olden days,
Happy golden days of yore.
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us once more.


Through the years we all will be together
If the Fates allow
Hang a shining star upon the highest bough.
And have yourself a merry little Christmas now.~♪

and so here's your empty promises..

HAPPY HOLIDAY, PEOPLEEEE !!!!

So, after exam, it was raining.

I waited for shellyhoney to pick me up.

yah, last meeting before she head back to singapore.

but whattheheck, traffic+rain at the same time is what i hate the most.

well, most people do, don't we?

so after 1/2 hour waiting, i decided to ran to her car,

cause she met the traffic and couldn't even move.

*menembus hujan*

sort it.

we went to pizza for lunch, and then went to ace to buy xmas presents.

i'll join the xmas party tonight :)

kinda excited..

so we did nothing much,,

well, she had a boyfriend now, how sweet ;)

*****

and so i just got back from christmas party.

kinda fun :)

dressed up a lil' bit too much or too formal i think. =\

see the difference : Kelly & me =\

and this is what i got from Andrew,

the guy in grey tonight :)

Someone having his hols..

Have fun there =)

and so i was left with those empty promises..

but i won't be upset, cause see, i am fine.

at least i don't cry :)
and someone,

should i put trust on her?

no more anniversary.

"..cause if there's no more you, there's no more anniversary.."

NeYo - So sick

guess what.
i had my dejavu this afternoon, and im still shocked =(
i dreamt about myself last night, being in a car accident.
i was driving, and suddenly a car with superfast-horse-speed came and crashed mine.
i am the only one who got injured. and my head was bleeding, both of my hand was paralyzed.
my dream was so real that i even found myself crying when i suddenly woke up.



and tell you guys,
i drove to groceries store near my house to buy couple packs of cappucino.
and after i got back inside my car, and to drove back to home i need to take an U-turn.
Right at the moment, a car was speeding trough me ! and you won't believe this,
IT WAS THE SAME CAR AS WHAT I'VE SEEN IN MY DREAM !
i was really scared and i even couldn't breath at that time. so i directly stopped...
it happened so fast. luckily the "crashed-blood-& paralyzed" thing didn't happened. he he.
but ya, i am still S-H-O-C-K-E-D !


thanks God :)


i baked again today, and i didn't prepare for tomorrow's test.
lazy lazy lazy. don't know what'll mom thinks about :S
*gees..*



choco cream cake will meet fellas tomorrow ;)

goodnight.

December, 22nd '08,

Happy Mother's Day

i LOVE my MOM !

happy holidays,

xoxo

;)

sakit leher ku :\

part for last night where medanesse attended SUN PLAZA MIDNIGHT SALE.
horrible. i couldn't focus at all !
but at least i found 1 black satin mini dress :)
and and i met 2 of my primary schoolmates!!
hahaha. it's years since the last i met 2 of them..ohemgee.
i met koesmarihati and jessicapri gani.
ckck..oh and i met up w/ shelly, eve, and felix too.
and today,
i've just finished helping momii w/ kue bangkit again. haha.
and tomorrow, in less than 24 hours, i'll face math exam !
akhirnya ujian yg pling di tunggu" dateng juga. huh.
hopefully it wont be as lame as what i did on my physics *uggh*
kinda lazy of picturing these days, so don't ask for photos :p
haha.

should i go back w/ my papers????
i think so. but my mind reject it all the time :(
i am super lazy. yeah. *sigh sigh sigh*


*D, sorry, it's just not the time...
p.s : you know it, don't you?

.7 hours math tuition nearly devastated me.
.had done just about 4 papers today.
.having bakwan as partner-in-crime together with kelly.
.escaped to Chandra Kusuma at 1 pm, watching their sport day.
.i wish to go back there, just in case for f-u-n.
.and caught in the rain, yeah that was a total fun.
.running through the rain!! :D.
.didn't matter for me to get wet.
.;).




.you are just a jerk, if i could say.

*SPLAT!*

im feeling like throwing myself off to a field of mayonaisse.

or yogurth will be better, eh?

smooth,

nice smell,

nice colour..

uh oh wake up S. haha.

SO

4th day of my exams, chm for sure.

yeah, quite satisfied w/ myself.

at least the 7-hours tuition didn't seem to be useless :D

ahhhh !!

Hope that i'll achieve better grade after this fking-troubles-happened-before-and-during-exams.

so tomorrow will be PPKn & English exams.

surely won't matter me at all, i believe ;)

and idk how that ichy red spot on my finger appeared this morning.

haha. *scratch*

oh hey, here :

sure for a boredom killer XD

http://kecoak-and-us.blogspot.com/

little note posted-up for you :

and when I close my eyes, even at night

only reminds me of you.

Economics and Sociology

H E L L O O O O O ! ! ! ! ! !

yesterday i studied and memorized 3 chapters for economics.
I was freakin out last night when i texted SATYA, WEND, TETE, CIA, MEI and asked them
"NGERTI ITUNG2AN NA NGAA??? AJARIN AKUUUU !!!! TOLONNGGGG !!!"
and this is what SATYA replied me : "bisa..wkwkwkk..napa? lu ga bisa? haha. kacian :P"
WEND : "bisa..dibuku kan ada say.."
TETE : "Ha?? hamik lae??" (ok, i admit she's abit ggerrorgg =p)
CIA : "blajar fotocopy z.."
MEI : "Bisa dong.."

see..most of em know how to solve those equation !
while me??? *teng teng teng* i am tupidtupid enough for countings :(
so i was quite depressed for economics. and i studied till midnight.
sociology didn't stuck me even once ;)

and today, when the paper came infront of my eyes,
I AM STUNNED !!!!
i could answer almost 95% of the qs conffidently ! ;D
*happyhappyhappy*

but yesterday's physics upset me so much :((
i think there'll be a red mark again in my report for science subjects
*sigh*

so what's for tomorrow??
biology.
*screeaaammmmm !!!!*
i don't know how to prepare those 6 chapters' materialssssss !!!
T.T
again,
GOD bless me. AMEN !

well well.
within 10 mins and i'll go offline
and continue my papers !!!!
S T U D Y pleaseeeee...
mom is screaming at me ;( ;( ;(

nothing much today.
i woke up at 5 this morning. didn't have to actually, but i couldn't find the word "TIGHT" to be putted next to "SLEEP" in my mind. huh.

last night was such a mess ;(
idk wth i was doing !! damn you shelly. stupidstupidstupid !!
yah, i know it's useless, but what's wrong with giving a try?

argh. forget it.

i helped mom with those cookies sample. we worked from 7 a.m till 1 p.m
and i was so full by the aromas of cookies till i couldn't have my lunch.
then i spent other 3 more hours by finishing handmade bracelet for a friend
and reading some recipes :)

&& i headed to tuition @ 4, considering i will face my killing physics semester exam tomorrow :(
*wish me luck, won't you??*

God bless me, amen!!
:)

*sigh*

what a wow!
eve, dennis and sell popped out infront of my house!
wow wow. chat and IT'S NOT ENOUGH !
dad&mom had went to bed earlier so they didn't know thesse three musketeers came at night :p

well. at least they cheered my night :)

and and..a friend just texted me a very sweet goodnight msg.
"..But i am someone when you have no one.." =)

...aku ga ngerti knapa jadi orang harus susah gini...

..huh..

bisa nga sih semua tuh ga perlu keberanian?

seandainya aja semua orang itu pengertian,

cukup peka dan cepat tanggap.

susah banget yah??

capek jadi orang baik trus.

capek jadi pihak yang slalu ngalah trus.

capek mikirin orang lain trus.

ujung-ujung na i have no good.

and these things have drove me crazy recently.

:(

i ***t **u ***k

hmmm..
so..
my girl is flying to sgpore for a concert. night flight. have a save trip baby! :)






TODAY is my lucky day, i supposed to say, eh?
first,
it was raining in the morning when im ontheway to sch. and i was thinking "OMG. HABIS AKU! GA BAWA PAYUNG!"
but then the rain stopped right after i reached shool ! see? HAHA :)

second,
and this is the most thrilling.
Shervia, witi, selwinda and I went to W.R supratman on our lunch break.
Idk what are we going to do there, but i just followed em.
SO we just walked around and took a look of the sch.
yeah, and like the newbie on the block, people keep starring at you. *sigh*

after the visit, we decided to take our lunch across the sch.
so we ate there, and when i looked at my watch, IT'S 1.15 ALREADY!!
we supposed to arrived @ sch at about 1.20 or smth !
and you could see the traffic are suckssss !!!! horribleeee !!!
and it seems like we couldn't make it in 5 mins to reach sch.
yah yah. we rushed. took becak, and we dnt knw what to say to our teacher, FRISKA the most killing teachers ever!
IT'S 1.30 and we're still on the way...so we lost our hopes. *pasrah*
seems like we'll no longer alive at here lesson.


BUT

when we were running through the pathway, we met mei"! alone and she's crying there..
and from this coincidence, i could see what is that called the honesty.. :)
so we asked. comforted her. and asked her to go back to sch together with us but she didn't want to. she decided to wait for her boy. ok then :)
so. we were then horrified with the thoughts of being punished and scolded by ms.friska.
But when sherv phoned our secretary, miraculously, SHE PICKED UP THE CALL !!
and that means...... THE TEACHER ISN'T THERE YETTTT !!!
we screammm !! we really didd !! HAHAHAA.. it was just so fantastic having your luck like this!
LOL.
then we ran as fast as we could to our class which is located on the 5th!
yeah! friska wasn't there yet ;DD
and mei also got into class before friska. hurray!!
we were out of troublesssss !

things i revised today :

don't ever, ever, ever, trust too much on those who have hurt you -even once.

cause when you've lied, it makes you a liar -even once.

so yeah. you know i know...

goodnight.

i am running out of idea!
*sccrreeaaammmm!!!*
help me pleaseeeeee T.T
this is it, this is what i hate the most!
d-i-l-e-m-a !!!
SUCKS !! arghhhhhh :((

wow ~!

papa suddenly come back home! what a suurrree-prise ! HAHA :D

he phoned mama when we're doing shopping for cookies materials.

FYI, me and mom will sell cookies for CNY *Chinesse New Year.

So please contact for order ! :D

so so. and papa phoned. asked to fetch him @ the airport.

yah. so we rushed! HAHA. and fetched papa, and take a look @ Grand Pollonia.

My girl, Shelly, moved to her new residence there already.

but idk which one is hers so i couldn't visit youuuuu...sorry ! ;)

and papa borong durians!! OMG...me & mom were like screaming when he asked for durians.

=.=" we both don't really like durian that much eh..

HAHA. so yah, stopped by @ krakatau and buy 6 durians. *sigh*

don't ask me to finish even 1 of them, papa! weks ;p

and i miss my sister, Henny :(

she said that she'll be back on January. So I AM WAITING TOO MUCH FORWARD FOR JANUARYYYYY !!!!!!!!

and and, she'll join our family's seasson business too *for sure ;)*

...click click today ;)

so this is what mostly we did at class...

the teacher explains, but instead of paying attention and listening..

we prefer spreading loves, and make fun at class.

what a dumb-ass us!! HAHAHA.

word challenge!

statement of the day :
I am who i am : all of the memories. love. and betrayal soon none of it will matter.


and i got this email from one of my friend :)
sweet !



Friend: calls your parents by mr. and mrs.
Best friend: calls your parents dad and mom.


Friend: has never seen you cry
Best Friend: has always had the best shoulder to cry on


Friend: never asks for anything to eat or drink
Best friend: opens the fridge and makes herself at home


Friend: asks you to write down your number.
Best friend : they ask you for their number ( cuz they can't remember it)


Friend: borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back
Best friend: has a closet full of your stuff


Friend: only knows a few things about you
Best friend: could write a biography on your life

Friend: will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing
Best friend: will always go with you



Friends Forever!

Written with a pen,
Sealed with a kiss.
xoxo.

aduh !
banyak amet coincidence -or is it my luck- guru2 hari ini pada manggil ak buat jawab soal !
aaarghh.
pas les bio tuh. nyebelin banget si maria *read guru bio kita tercinta (HOEK=.=).
gak tau napa biologi hari ini penuh dengan umpatan dan makian buat sang guru.
dia maki2 kelas kita! wth! wuihh...1 kelas asli sakit hati loh ituu..
masa dia udah telat dateng, marah2 lah, trus tanpa alasan jelas gitu marah2in kls kita kelas paling begok. emaeee..dah dia yang ga becus ngajar juga!
sumpah deh. kalo di tanya pelajaran apa yg gw paling ga suka,
gw bakal jwab dlm waktu 1/360000 second "IBU MARIA!"
pertama2 aja udah *jeder* waktu tiba2 si maria tuh manggil ak "nomor empaat..........puluh satu! shel.....ly."
(see,,pinter banget dia bikin jantung orang naik turun lompat kodok kan? huh.)
yaudah. aku berdiri halfheartedly lah. mau ngak mau ya kan.
trus trus dia tanya loh materi genetika tah apa lah itu.
eh sensi mungkin dia sama aku ya. yang laen pada d tanya 1 soal,
ak di tanya 3 soal! ah! gak fair kann?? tapi untung na berbekal buku paket d depan mata & pas2 halaman yg lagi gw baca (cem betul aja d baca) itu ada jawaban yang berhunian disana.
*LOL*
eh dasar gw dodol. pas dia bilang "duduk kamu." aku langsung reflex =P gitu ke diaaaa !!
x( OMGGGGG..dia liett ! wew. dia ngomel lagi loh.
eh satu kelas kena smua :p sorry yeee..ahaha.
untung dia ga masukin ke kasus =\ haha. siapa suruh dia nyebelin. weks.



Trus trus.
kejadian ke 2 tuh pas sosio lah. les trakhir.
1 les pertama tuh kita rupanya disuruh baca bab 3 soal interaksi sosial.
eh ak ga denger command na si bapak. ak malah asik2an disana baca new moon!
wahhhhh pas bel les ke 2 na tuh, dia ngomong "tutup buku kalian."
wah ak yg langsung frozen disana, udah bad feeling nih.
trus dia mulai loh, milih2 nomor kelas, kaya mo milih undian gitu kan.
"Nomor dua!" ehh rupanya no.2 tuh si shervia. lagi ke toilet tuh anak. selamat lah.
"Nomor empat....(ak kira no.4) satu!"
SHIIIITTTT !!!!! gw ga baca sama sekali oh noooooo !!!
ak dah merasa gak ada harapan lagi tuh. ak berdiri loh. "sini kedepan kamu."
(gw yang udah mampus2an dalem ati tuh )x ) dengan enggan na maju ke depan.
blablabla dia tanyain ak, ak ga tau, jawablah dengan jujur "ga tau, pak." *tampang muka innocent + tahan senyum*
dia udah yg memang-dasar-ini-anak gitu d dpan. haha.
ehhh rupanya bukan cuma gw yg sial d sosio.
4 temen aku yg lain juga kenaa !! woww! pinter banget si bapak pilih nomor!
hahahaa..yg kena itu aku, shervia, mei, ma cia. trus ada si jeff jg kena. hahaha.
kita2 ini calon anak ga guna buat bangsa yah berdiri d depan kelas.
eh si sher lasak, langsung di suruh ke luar kelas. whahahaha!
trus trus yahhh masih 30 mins to go till finish =(

terpaksa lah menerima nasib...tapi si bapak nga marah kog..
hehe..gak masuk kasus lagi! yyey! :D
:p

P.S : n ssiw l.

You know i do. don't you? ;)

geeesss..

i try this once and i couldn't stop till dinner!

hahaha..my first try on digiscrap (:

still lots of empty space which didn't go well :(

problems i have is that idk how to manage the photos !

ck. sebel.

and another sebel sebel is,

mom forced me to be a pig tonight =.=

listen!

she ordered cha kwe tiaw (very big portion for a girl) and then right after we finished it,

someone shouted "MARTABAK !" infront of my house!

*scream!*

and i know that today's weather is soooo cold that mommy willing to eat alot for dinner.

but not me, please !! T.T

and sure, i haven't finished it yet.

so if there's any of you who hadn't had your dinner,

come over then. free martabak for youuuuu !!!!!!!

well well.
so i did not go for twilight AGAIN today ):
nobody takes me out. *sob*
and J had gone to singapore this morning and will be back on wed.
morning flight. he texted me but i didn't reply cus im still sleeping. gees =\
gonna miss him (:
and so i have no mood for my lunch. nasi sayur? huf ):
and after lunch, delivered 2 pieces of cake for caca.
hehe. hope you enjoy that (:


eh eh but then jessica texted me.
asking out for TWILIGH !!!!
*scream! i want it so badly!* but nobody will send me there :(((
i bet friends are there. ggggggggggggggg!!!


and so my day is quite boring here. the weather is so nice for asleep.
*sigh*
i want edcullen to be here :( *scream!!*

Jessica came here today for our cappucino day ! :D

hahaha.

yes, baking again...

and tomorrow is a holiday!

hope i could go for twilight tomorrow... *sigh*

oh. J is going to spore tomorrow,

have a save flight, J.

anw, penyakit orang tua kambuh lagi :p

hope you cepet sembuhhh.haha.


errr..

someone told me something just now.

and i T.T ...

i said tat i won't T.T anymore but but. . . .

*sigh*

Thought that this is gg to be a boring saturday,
but luckily it wasn't at all :)
Went out for lunch w/ mom @ Kenari, then way to go to petisah
when i texted Shelly, asked her what's up w/ her,
then she directly rang me.
"Shel, whats up?"
"no, no just asking what are you doing..hehe."
"oh, im gg to sun, i think."
"oh ya? i want to come to. oke oke?"
"ohh..ok ok. but i won't be so long there. is it ok?"
"nvm nvm. i am kinda bored too. hehe.."
"oke oke then."

so i said to mom "mom, drop aku ke sun dong yahhhh" *manja manja loh kan ;p*
then mom said "oke lahh.."
*HE HE. berhasil ! :p*

But then (!!) shelly rang me again and said "SHEL i am NOT GOING to sun deh. . ."
and i was half way to reach there, so im kinda affraid to say "turn back, mom"
cause i know that mom is gg to !@#$%^&
hahahaha..

Yah, so i was alone there, until i texted cindy and said "cind, ak lgi d sun. kmu d sun ga?"
And she called. YES! I got a mate ;)
oh oh. i bought a recipe book just now. yummmmyy..
and cindy popped out with orys :)

so we walked walked walked..

so pointless there =.=

and they are gg to watch twilight @ 4. =(

oh ! met fiona roesli too. chat for a while.
she is shocked to hear that 'news' of mine & cind's.
hehehehe..and after that,
I am dumped again... *sigh*
and mom fetched me up at 6. im dying there for 2 hours. ggessss...

i had my dinner w/ valen @ teko restaurant.
ok, maybe some of you wouldn't know where it is.
haha. it is located on the right wing in Cemara Asri's Maha Maitreya Temple.
they have nice vegetarian food there :) al dente!
haha.


*what i found in the toilet* :p

This is real,

wake up S.

Yah it's cruel,

be strong S.

Now you know the real,

so let go S...

oh oh im gonna post this too :p

January
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize.
Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or
tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal.
Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.


February
Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble.
Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets
angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes
dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to
show emotions.


March
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive
to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to
dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special
things. Moody.


April
Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling,
friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good
memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.


May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings.
Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance.
Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling.
Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.


June
Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and
always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk ative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make
friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to
recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.


July
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled.
Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty
and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive
and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through
observations. Hardworking. No difficulties instudy ing. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely
person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved.
Easily hurt but takes long to recover.


August
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and
egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and
cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not
petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.


September
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well.
Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory.
Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around.
Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.


October
Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often.
Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think.
Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair.
Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.


November
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become
good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous.
Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be
alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and
emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions.
Unpredictable.


December
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to
socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic.
Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor.


Shelly, 15, Single.
01.06.1993, Gemini.
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JUNE.

Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills.Talk ative. DAYDREAMER. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. LOVES TO DRESS UP. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

That's what i get :)

Hello readers :)

i have n o t h i n g to s h a r e today so i'll just share photos, ok?

here she is, my lil-chubby-kepo-very-chiang girl, meidhelin.

and she loves to bite oh-em-gee :S

and this is a doodle which i made on chems lessons.

HA HA. we've finished doing the exercise given of course ;p

and this is one of my super-crazy class mate, Veryanche !
and below are her crazy act, yah, as usual ;)

super very-crazy huh?? ;p

and last,

i bet someone knows that little one over there

;)

P.S : Hey, don't worry..

He'll be fine :)

God bless.

today's highlight : I am IGNORED. thanks to you!

what should i do ??
what should i do ???

:SSS


ummm..ok..i thought that it was o k.
but then, yea, as what i have preddicted,
another person had already feel it too, my dear.
see how long you can survive ;)

and.
i vomitted last couple of hours ;((
idk why, suddenly i felt so so so unwell.
and my stomach was like a dancing cow you know.
ugh* T.T


to every girl on the world who feel like wanna dunk your head in the Earth,
the harder we fall, the more it hurts, the better we'll find a way to survive :)
*CHEERS*

CHRISTMAS IS COMING !

feel so funny playing with this game :D

see, it's snowing on december!

haha..

Xmas tree sponsored by J.

LOL.

December the 2nd

uhh*
i hate today.hatehate :(
you know, i spent last night, after tuition, with my sisa sisa energi yang tertinggal,
doing my biology homework!
Our beloved biology teacher, Ms.Maria, gave us a 120-qs-homework to do!
gees! and yeah, don't wanna get my name into that orange class note, so i did my homework.
i have done 30 of em before, and so there're still 90.
I went with 50 qs, and couldn't survive w/ the rest 40 because i was really exhausted.
So i went so early to bed too last night ;)

And andd..
about that biology hw. omfg. I really really dont understand why sutomo hire a teacher like her!
She even doesn't realize that the class she is teaching don't enjoy the lesson at all!
*__*
and what makes me went really mad was : She didn't ask us to collect the hw ! she didn't even ask about it ! oh, sh*t !!!
How stupid i am to ignore math lessons just for rushing that 40 qs left !
How useless my effort is after skipping my b'fast just for that AT LAST-NOT-COLLECTED-HOMEWORK !!
scream! scream!! scream !!!

and again,
sociology teacher, idk what his name is =.= hit my palm because i kept laughing in the middle when i tried to read the question he asked me to.
And yesterday, my form teacher hit my palm too, with damn thick ruler til my palm is oche now. is it my bad? or socio teacher was in purpose to hit in the same spot?? grrrr...
it's hurt ;(

anw, when i turn over my step ahead book,
i found this poem :))
nice one..i love it!

"After a while you learn
The subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul.

And you learn
That love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't mean security.

And you begin to learn
that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises.

And you begin to accept you defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead.
With the grace of a woman,
not the grief of a child.

And you learn to build all your roads on today.
Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans,
and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.

After a while you learn
that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.

And you learn
that you really can endure.
You really are strong..
You really do have worth..

And you learn with every goodbye, you learn.."