December the 2nd

uhh*
i hate today.hatehate :(
you know, i spent last night, after tuition, with my sisa sisa energi yang tertinggal,
doing my biology homework!
Our beloved biology teacher, Ms.Maria, gave us a 120-qs-homework to do!
gees! and yeah, don't wanna get my name into that orange class note, so i did my homework.
i have done 30 of em before, and so there're still 90.
I went with 50 qs, and couldn't survive w/ the rest 40 because i was really exhausted.
So i went so early to bed too last night ;)

And andd..
about that biology hw. omfg. I really really dont understand why sutomo hire a teacher like her!
She even doesn't realize that the class she is teaching don't enjoy the lesson at all!
*__*
and what makes me went really mad was : She didn't ask us to collect the hw ! she didn't even ask about it ! oh, sh*t !!!
How stupid i am to ignore math lessons just for rushing that 40 qs left !
How useless my effort is after skipping my b'fast just for that AT LAST-NOT-COLLECTED-HOMEWORK !!
scream! scream!! scream !!!

and again,
sociology teacher, idk what his name is =.= hit my palm because i kept laughing in the middle when i tried to read the question he asked me to.
And yesterday, my form teacher hit my palm too, with damn thick ruler til my palm is oche now. is it my bad? or socio teacher was in purpose to hit in the same spot?? grrrr...
it's hurt ;(

anw, when i turn over my step ahead book,
i found this poem :))
nice one..i love it!

"After a while you learn
The subtle difference between
holding a hand and chaining a soul.

And you learn
That love doesn't mean leaning
and company doesn't mean security.

And you begin to learn
that kisses aren't contracts
and presents aren't promises.

And you begin to accept you defeats
with your head up and your eyes ahead.
With the grace of a woman,
not the grief of a child.

And you learn to build all your roads on today.
Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain for plans,
and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.

After a while you learn
that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
So you plant your own garden
and decorate your own soul
instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers.

And you learn
that you really can endure.
You really are strong..
You really do have worth..

And you learn with every goodbye, you learn.."