catch up catch up! i am searching informations for my project ! and i get lost now =="
breast cancer is the topic which we choose for this project.
cause i'm toooooo muuccchhhh curious for this disease since i received an email from my friend containing attachments and infos about breast cancer.
so i'm thinking of widened a little bit of *at least our class' knowledge and people who had read our project later :)
i am editing some from the sources i got from internet and friends, adding some pictures + details.
gotta submit this in our 3rd meeting later! *hurry hurry hurryyyyy !!
so yeaa..it's almost finished! haha. :D
and i still have my 40-made-by-myself-questions&answers + TOEFL hw(s)
*long deep sighh.....
well, enjoy your night, fellows..
loveyou..xoxo.

silently..

i tried..

as hard as i could..

yes, i've been trying.

God, please don't let me down..

i know the best is yet to come

and i know everything needs sacrifation.

but the things i couldn't understand is :

Do others feel the same??

Do others go on the same way??

Do they actually really care of what is changing??

...

Seriously,

i have no idea at all..

So tuesday isn't that bad, huh?

School is okay, my day is okay :D

teachers are busy doing those remedial things.

lessons overall were talking bout that, bout the schedules and the materials.

taken after school :::

soooo messyyyyyy @_@

J with his new hairstyle

looks c-u-t-e here :ppp

And i am recently reading twilight !
Ohmyduckk!!
finally ! hahaha.. irene lend it to me yesterday and i've read it until chapter 11th.
nyehehee~ i can't wait for the premiere, oh gosh!! @__@

*mmm...4 days to 15th November...

hehehe..

can't wait any longer!!

*J, i.l.y ! =)

sunday sun

went to sun plaza today, planned for quantum of solace "007" w/ cia2 and others (around 20 ppl).

But ran out of ticket, so me, denn, wend, and bud just hang around @ the boring sun plaza.

hufff..we've got nothing to do at all. really bored w/ sun plz.

zzzzz =="

after queuing for tickets, the 16 of us went to thai express for lunch, but i didn't have it there.

then dennis came and we +wend&budi gogoround sun plaza. so so sooo pointless us ! :((
but then reached out fountain, i had my long longing avocado platter ! ;pp

* the nerdy astro-girl :p

*the arguing budi and wend

* the sok-cool dennis.

and i just noticed that 3 of us were wearing cartooned tees. LOL.

i wore astroboy t' from my J, den wore mariobross t' (damn wanting it!!!) and budi wore the simoson's t'. hahahaa.. :D

then right after we finished our lunch, cindy texted me said : "Shel.aku di sun."

woah~ asik! hahaha. so she asked me to wait for her infront of next.

budi & wend wanna go somewhere else, so just left me and den.

first meet of den and cindy.. ;))

hehehehe..

so so, so cind gtg cause her friend had come and they planed for movie too.

*sigh..now left me and den who were really pointless at the time =_=

we both keep saying that medan really needs more extra-outstanding malls and plazas,

great and fun hangout places, and entertainment.

huuff..medan is so dead just with sun plaza in town !

i went home at about 6 p.m after ummmm..quick meal with mommy.

then i took my shower, and here i am. onlining.

huff..

school starts again tomorrow. hello books, hello works, hello teachers!

*grumpy face. @_@

;D

congrats to our new couple :::::

~*** Jeffrey Wibowo ♥&♥ Shinzien Eden ***~

(7 November 2008)

LOL.. :D

Jeffrey looked so happy just now. and everytime when i peek at him, i always found that sweet curve in his face..hihi..good laa..shinzien too.. ah..that madly in love couple :)

happy for you guys!! but someone is really not comfy with you guys..pitty him.

and i hate it when lunch time comes.

THOSE COUPLE got into our class, and sat nearby me.

then, they said this line : "ckckckk..Shelly kesepian aa? aJan lee? mae ciak cho kak wa lang yaa.."

==" *kurang ajar klian ya..sh*t! @_@

you guys just didn't see us together ryt? bleeekkkkk xP

and and anddd..

gtg darlas, have my tuition on 5 :(

online again later ! =D

see ya ;)

*good day* :)

I LOVE J.MR-AZ !!

Oh the fact of the matter is
And I don't know what the latter is, oh no way
See, I've always wanted to kiss you
But I always wanted to run from you
Because I've always wanted to miss you
And I always wanted to come for you
"Well I love my comfort foods," you said
While you always say,
"How do you do?"

And we just lay awake in lust and rust in the rain
And pore over everything we say we trust
Well it happened again, I listened in through hallways and thin doors
Where the rivers unwind, rust and the rain endure.
The rust and the rain so thin.
Well I'm in like flyin' again.
You see, well, I'm feeling lucky
oh well, maybe that's just me
Well you'd be (so) proud of me
oh well, if you could only see
How we're gonna grow on up to be.
Ah yes, we are thick as thieves ..

Love is real it is not just in novels or the movies
It is fact and it is standing here right in front of you
So if you just open your eyes, oh what a sweet discovery
There is hope, and there is joy and there is acceptance
So now let all the light that collects on your plants keep you warm,
make you smile
And I will be there with this pen in my hand to record all the while
You'll be laughing so loud
that the house will shake with sound
And everything will be as new as the day it was found

Oh, love is real it is not just in long-distance commercials
Or something that you thought you felt back in high school
So I will turn black and white become that horoscope you're reading
It predicts that something good is on its way
And I'll send you all the world green and blue in a box through the mail
You can open it up, hold it right in your hand
and be glad that it's there
And be glad that you're there
Now you can feel all the knots in your stomach
they start to untie
And suddenly it's not so hard to say you're alright

Oh, love is real it is not just in poetry and stories
It is truth and it will follow you everywhere you go from now on
So if you just cast all off your doubts
then your lips would answer for you
Oh, my darling when you smile
it is like a song I can hear it now
And I can hear it now...

=)

ting tong.
quick post. gotta catch up for tuitionn !! >.<
lazylazylazylazylazylazy!!
uuhhh.. btw, got my tabulasi today :\
errr..quit okay, but still not the top score at class :(
duhduhh..!! gotta go.
anw, im better now :)
thanks, to you :))

8.40 pm.............

here i am, back from tuition and diner @ sushizen with jen :)

sushizen is world of our own tonight. no customer at all !!

phewww !! and the songs the plug on just now were also quit modern one,
not similar to the oldies jap's songs like they used to play.

hahaha..and hey, i recommend you guys to try their NEW YORK SPICY ROLL.

I rated it 4* :D

*wink ;)

goodnight !! :D

While i recall all the words you spoke to me

Can't help but wish that i was there

Back where i'd love to be..

I'm lonely and i'm tired, i'm missing you again, oh no

Once again...

Some search, never finding a way.

Before long, they waste away.

I found you, something told me to stay.

I gave in, to selfish ways.

And how i miss someone to hold,

When hope begins to fade...

someone,

446667330999666880556690813099966688044288833036666633.

sudah mati rasa aku mulai kemarin.

idontknowhowtofaceyou.

keepsilent?ok.ifthat'swhatyouwantmeto.

iwon'tasksomethingstupidlikeaskingyoutoaccompanymejustfor15minsbreakeveragain.

imsickenough,dear...

p.s sorry, not a purpose to publish this,

but i am really ran out of idea, ran out of people, ran out of tears.

you know who you are.don't you?

sunday bungeeday

i woke up @ 7 when wendhelin rang me and told me that she's on her way to cemara!

yeeppeee!! langsung semangat aku, mandi, gosok gigi.

then nyusul dia ke swimming pool. sayang bgets gw lagi berhalangan jadi ga bisa ikut renang :(
pengen bget padahal, liat mreka pada maen aer gituu..

waaa!!

hahahaa..MKS =p

trustruss..ga lama mreka selesai, mandi, trus kita mo pulang eh lewat bunderan liet ada sekumpulan dog gangsters gitu. LOL*

Banyak bget anjing2 ga jelas asal usul dri mana ngumpul disana bareng ama mister and mistress mreka. hahaha..trus mreka pada pamer" skills gitu dehh..

Ada 1 yang pinter ter ter !! Julia nama na. Pitbull dia. haha..

trus ada spesies Old English...ada 3 ekor tuh. sama ada yang kaya anjing beethoven itu..pada tau kannn?? yang air liur na kaya air bah gitu dehhh =="

*liet ga itu yang basah" batu na??? itu bekas air liur mereka =="

total ada 6 ekor old english sama ituu..wew.

dibawa ampe pake gerobak gitu. hahha..tpi keren lohhh..friendly juga tuhh =)

Trus trus..ampe rumah gw lgsung bkinin kue na si gege. haha..

emmm..aga laen yahh, soalnya bosen bkin yang itu trus.

Tapi basically, msih sama" coklat kog :)

hehehe..

=D

The folks sayings...

Love, like a tree,

sends its roots down deep.

so when the storms of life aboundand,

the winds of adversity blow,

it shakes and bends.

And goes with the flow,

but doesn't break or fall.

And during times of drought

it drives its roots down deeper.

So whatever comes and goes,

summer, winter, spring, or fall,

the good times and the bad,

it stands the test of all. . . . . .

I am dumped at home =(

so so so boring..friends aren't coming today!!

sh*t. they said they'll just come tomorrow.

*sighss.....

okay okay..what ever you guys say.

hmph.

so what am i gonna do?

skip this boring part pleasseeeeeeee !!

october,31

hey. it's 31st october. Happy halloween, fellows =)
and october is gg to end in couple of hours. ticktockticktock..
time passed by so fast...i had no idea to let the clock ticks slower..
idontwantthingstogothisfast =(
itsgettingmoreandmorecomplicatingthantheyusedtobe.

*long-deep-sighs......

another escapes.

well, i didn't have tuition today *happy.. but i thought there is, so i came to the tuition and when my teacher saw me, she's just "Shel, no tuition for today. You've just finished your exam. Take your time :)"

WOAH !

so EVELINE suddenly popped-up in my mind ! *wink ;)

Then i rushed to her house, which only about 5 meters from my tuition.

"eveelinneeee !!"
"sheeeellllyyy!!"
p.s : *you know, maling triak maling ;p

and what i found is that she's still in her uniform. okay..biasa aja kalo sama dia. hahahaa..

So we -eve, lix and me- chatted in her room. *serius, ini cerewet kali bertiga.haha.
We talked about schools, friends, annoying people, songs, to boys.
Time seems flew so fast whenever im with both of them. They are sooo loud !
*You know i need friends like them ;)

Then about 1 hr later, time to say byebye.
gtg home before 7, so i went home by foot. *gees..long time since i hadn't walk this far. I miss walking to school every morning too, you know. haha..

So end today. Start again tomorrow. Life spins :)

hurray!!

yeaaaa .. !!!

hahahaa..

jerih payah blajar mati"an ampe muak liat pensil penghapus dan kertas ternyata ngga sia-sia!!

hahaha..i could do my math test well !

*damn happy.so i have no need to go to hell, isn't it? LOL.

WAAAAAA..

I am just so happy ! But ya, still worried bout my physics, but who cares,huh?

I am not the only stupido who couldn't do the test ;p

nanananaa~lalalaa~

So....at the moment i chat with two best girls in my life, Shelly and Eveline.

p.s: Shel, goodluck for your final examinations tomorrow, my dear :)

After finished the test, i waited for Kelly cause we'll go home together.

While i waited for her, i saw smthg* which really makes me even more excited than before.

Taaaarrraaaa~~

! * cotton candy * !

I've been wanting this since junior high 1 !

And i haven't eaten it since primary 4 or 5 i guess.

So with RP 2.000,- i bought this to complete my excitement.

Hahaha..

When i told eve about this, she said that i am so kampungan.

Ya, i know i am. But who caressss ??????? ;DD

Then Kel's driver came and fetched us up.
We ate the cotton candy and took photos too.

*aku tau la kampung kali pasti dibilang. hahaha. EGP lah! ;)

highlight : Biology test for tomorrow :)
Last day of exams!
Starbucks, i catch you !!!

*hiphiphurraayyy!!!

saturday once more..

i woke up at about 8.30 smth this morning. hoam. feel tired to start my day because i still need to finish those maths qs (!) *totallysucks.
=(
so i made a glass of chocolate milk *myfavourite and sit in the front of tv, looking for morning news that is interesting.


took a shower later on, need to face those papers. *again, UUHHHH =(((


I always go blank in math. never get happy meeting those numbers, squares, formula and so on. gees..i used to be one of the students with those astonishing marks at school, but NOT NOW!
Yes and i do miss those times when teachers told my mom how good im doing at class, told friends to learn smth from me, and all those good things done by good students at school.
=)

*hey, it is my past. people changes, dude!


So i started doing my papers, watching tv and texting J *miss himmmm =(
about 1 p.m i went to have my tuition. yes, means meeting my lovely teacher -.-
she gave us 1 more paper for hw *again! and 2 left for tomorrow's meeting.
*sight. wish to past the exam well. if i still can't do it well, then i'll just go to the hell.



oh and i am craving for Starbucks and KrispyKreme !!
aaaargh... =.=

hello, newshoot :)

feeling the worst?

hey, just finished with blog-stuffs.
pretty tired. haha.
i am quite happy with the last 3 days' exams because i admitted that i could do it well !
yeepee!
PPKn and English is for tomorrow.. well, i already had a preparation of course =)
nthg much to tell today.
just as usual, can't wait till i finished these exams period !
:)
goodnight fellows..

enjoy your dreams..

only if..

only if you know..
only if you realize..
only if you see..
only if you feel..
only if you dare to face..
only if you could stare into the eyes of a deepcut..
yes,
only if I could scream out loud..
only if I could speak straightfully..
only if I don't think too much..
only if I am brave enough..
only if I am stronger..
only if I believe more..
only if I may asked for more :
stop this cut please.

who's that man in black?

Wanted ! !

but not available on stores ;pp

you make me wanna fall in ♥

Sometimes I believe in beautiful prophecies,
yet I don't want to be satisfied with just that.
It wasn't until you came into my life that I understood everything.
I changed because of you.
You make me want to fall in love right at this very moment,
no matter what happens tomorrow.
As long as in this life you are with me,
accompanying me so I will never be lonely again.
You make me want to fall in love right at this very moment,
a moment can be an eternity.
As long as whenever I feel lonely,
the memories of love remain within my heart.

=9

oh idk what should i call this cake.
it is actually "hot chocolate cake" but i want a different one !
hmmmm..
still dont get any name for this cake :SS

cindeeee..dah ku post ini yah ;)

and anw,
J, kenny and jodhi is gg to gelato !! what the duckkk !!!!
i want to want to want to want to join emmmm !!!!
huhu ;(( but no one could send me there. sucks. it's damn boring being at home all day long.
ya ya yaa,,have fun you guys there~
syallalalaaa♥

converse-addict!

last nite i had a talk with cindy about couple things.

and we talked about converse so i just browsed on converse.com

and i saw this 2 adorable shoes !!

a pair of pantoevl and a pair of wedges.

graaa...get em on my wishlist !! *_*

converse !! i want youuu !!!

peep peeppp....
someone is coming back home today...
yeeppeeyyy !! =DD
finally my dear =)
ILY..♥