December :)

hello, folks.

it's been exactly 1 MONTH since my last post.

i know you guys hardly check on my post anymore, i'm just getting my butt off from blogging world :p

well till now i still have no idea what to type.

December, please bring the endless joy for all of us. My girl will come back soon & that gives a good sign for me, although she won't stay for long here :) i shouldn't ask too much rite? just be grateful. hmm. exam will start on 14 to 23. fightttt !!! and will have shots of fun later after exam with bunch of friends. ah i just can't wait.

too much to reminisce, guys, seriously. i think i'll just create a new blog for 2010.

reading my old post makes me see how ridiculous i am. but that's part of me, i won't deny :)

well see you in another post. maybe on January 1st, well let's see when the mood strikes me :p

Have fun folks ♥

cupcakes again ♥

so those are my first attempt on butter cream roses :)

what do you think? comments are highly welcome ! ♥

a after-24-day post

prolog : this post is finally typed after being forced and asked n i c e l y by someone in the chat box beside.

so exam is over. hell yeah. spent the rest of the day with friends and my boy *happy that i can meet him again :D
Went to K2 and rock the room out and i just figure out how good my friend (thing") is in singing. i am just amazed ! ♥
And after 2 hours singing non-stop in that cozy room, we all moved out to sun (mana lagi ya kan). And we were really crazy this evening. We played somekind like truth-or-dare but there's no 'truth' chance at all. so it's all about being asked to do smth silly and REALLY ridiculous. and we did laugh a lot. ampe mba' d lantai 3 itu kayanya pusing ngeliet tingkah kita. hahahahaha :p

*inilah akibat stress ujian*

so idk what should i write anymore, maybe photos? of course in other upcoming posts yeah :)

goodnight buddies.

♥

Hello ♥ ♪♫ ♥ ♪♫ ♥ October

so i spent my Mid-Autumn-Saturday night by watching his videos and i am totally so absorbed !!!

ahhhh GOD i should claim that he's my new crush. he plays so good and yesyesyes he melts me!!! >.< *over-excited* You guys should go find him on YouTube okay :)) very recommended, esp for those acoustic lovers.

i've post some other videos on my fb too so those above are just the rest :)
hope ya enjoy em folks!

Theres something I gotta say to you ohhh
But im so afraid of what you'll do..
Ohhhh
I'll just admit this to you now
That Im stuck on you like glue somehow
ohhhh

Don't wanna feel so cold inside
I wanna feel the warmth that I feel with you all the time
Surrounding me just like the wind
Cause you're the one who makes me sing

Help me find myself like how I found you
ohhh
I need you so we can live happily too
ohhh
I just want you..

I wanna go out with you tonight
A picnic with candlelight
I might just hold you tight

Tell me you wanna be my queen
If not its ok a princess seems just my type

I promise

I'll be there tonight

I wanna keep you warm in winter's white
And in the summer walks on beach sound nice
I need you now to talk with on the phone for hours at a time
Baby I just want you to be mine all mine

Help me find myself like how I found you oh
I need you so we can live happily too ohh
I just want you

i wanna be ur valentine ur Christmas wish ur pickup line
I wanna be the one who knows about ur friends and foes and the tv shows you love
Look above the stars spell out ur name

with an exclamation point at the end of the day

ur the one who makes me say

Help me find myself like how I found you oh
I need you so we can live happily too ohh
I just want you..

recently tuning..

it's quite an old song, but still very easy-listening. And this is my first time listening to Marie Digby's acoustic version. and im in ♥ with it now :)

breaking news.

well i am doing my assignment while typing this. school starts tomorrow OH HELL it's TOMORROW !!

i will skip my dinner since i am still stuck in the middle and.....................................let's see if i can finish this and still alive or not :\

p.s : i will still ♥ tomorrow for one specific reason :)

if and only

I 've said it before, if only you are a pocket-sized guy.. Then i won't have to bear this feeling every moments. It won't be this hard to keep missing you every seconds. Thanks for today...

♥ he made me this hair accessory :)

I *heart* you, Albert Saputra :)

swing

hello again, folks :)

so i guess my mood for blogging is passing me by right now, a little bit. Hmmm reason that i don't post these days is because i don't feel like writing. That's it. And now, seems like i'm touched a bit teeheee :p

SO ! i am having this 10 days holiday due to the Idul Fitri , and i should say that i AM super bored. My bestgirl Shelly didn't come back here, and mom is also busy with her works so....the only option left for me is staying at home and help mommee with all her works, being a good daughter i should say :)

And tomorrow, mom is taking a day off. So I'll have a day with my bear then :) miss him already thou :'(

Being addicted to nail polish in PINK these days. FYI , I've bought 3 different pinks this week and maybe will buy another one again tomorrow :p

Let's see. It really helps me boost up my mood, esp these days as i am a bit fragile.

Sharing some pictures with him just now.. can't stand it, imisshimbadly :(

Love is much like a wild rose, beautiful and calm, but willing to draw blood in its defense. ~Mark Overby

Just another night to pass.....

Goodnight, folks ♥

a letter to you.

I realized..

there are several things in our life, they exist, and when they're gone, we ain't find it back anymore..

So do i realized, once I've found you, I cherish you, loving you deeply more and more each day...
but sometimes I feel like you are so beyond reach...you are so high up there..seems to fade.

And that's when i feel so scared, scared to realized that i might lose you in a glance.
And that's when i promised myself to keep you with me, longer than ever,
wishing that you won't be gone one day.
Cause once you're gone i might not be able to find you anymore.
Don't ask me to find someone better, not likely nor similar to you.


So promise me your presence,






and it will be all fine, dear...

18/09/2009

so many questions stuck here in my head. and i don't know if i supposed to guess or throw them away. i feel like i am not me for now. i won't feel this bad. seriously i don't talk much these days. i don't know if there's any particular reason for this. i hate for being this gloomy. but i just can't pretend to be alright like i used to. i hate being so moody. i even cry for no reason. pathetic. crazy. silly. damn.





it's raining out there..but it makes me feel worse..
and i am missing you..

make up your mind

when you wake up in the morning,
you already have to choose what you want to do first ;
brush your teeth or wash your face.

when you walk down through a path,
finding there are 2 separated ways to be chosen ;
left or right.

and when you are all die,
there're just 2 probabilities left ;
heaven or hell.

so life is full of decision.
make up your mind,
don't hesitate,
don't keep negotiating too much with your time.
you 're just wasting it.

Manage it! Use it! Cherish it!



...and you ll know that you gonna survive :)

September smiles :)

some random photos for September :)

Well i had a very good times today. Laugh a lot at school, have already got some friends i can catch up well with. yay! :D
And also spending time with him all afternoon. But then a lil bit....... :\ when i littered on our way home just now :p but okay it's my fault so...HAH !
i won't do that again i promised.. k a p o k* :(

camera, ON !

Helloooooooo, readers !
Sorry for not posting for almost a week. idk why i don't have words to be typed on this blog. so...yes it's really dead now. pity my pathetic blog eh.
And so today i also won't share about my days cause they're recently flat...nthg much happen but still all fine so...be happy ! :)

I'd like to share about one of my fav blog. I knew this site since last July and i do really A D O R E every work she'd done ! it really astonished me, with those magic little kits and a pair of really gifted hands and creativity. ♥♥♥
And i just can't move my eyes from the monitor everytime i watched the tutorials. It's just seems pretty easy and it always suceed to attract me oh gosh...
So here, be crafty !

p.s : i know you gonna love it girls..

below shown picture and video are from KwernerDesign.com

i miss someone.someone..someone...

i just can't deny it all

it's for tomorrow's guy on date :p

I run to you.

so..what should i type here? i am so not into blogging nowadays.. maybe because i have someone to talk to, and being so comfort then :)
well, just as a reminder for today then. i had a superb day today :)
now you know how easy-peasy it is to make me happy all day long.
Thank you, bear. iloveyaloads♥
and this song is dedicated to you :)

when and where can i get that?

HUH. i baked today and my thumb was burnt :'(
well this is not the first time but STILL hurts so bad...everyone is having party tonight while me...ah, pathetic one :(
anyway, here comes my temptations !

i think i might go & find the textile with the exact color
and ask my aunt to make it for me.
i think she can do it :)

this one. C U T E isn't it ??
very playful, cheering and energizing !

p.s : so lay here beside me, hold me, and don't let go..

pinkism

should i believe in faith..? or efforts..?

the L word filled my heart fully

i pick you, the yellow, among all of the red ones.

well actually there's so much thoughts in my mind while i was having this chat with Chandra. Talking about love won't make you get bored of it. agree? for me, it's like a cup of coffee in the morning. It makes me feel how complete my life is atm, makes me feel so grateful for each things i have right now, for every people i love, and even for every single event which means nothing at all could turn out to be something different, something special. I am a kind of people who love to share my experiences - there're good and bad ones - to those who have the same interest with me. I love the feelings i got after the talk :)

So let sort this out. Who has never been so mad in love? I admit i am among those who really fall too deep in love with their couple. What i mean is, when love is not madness, it is not love - imho. I define love as rain. It first come the misty rains, coming softly, but flooding the river after all. And yes, who on earth doesn't know that too much is not good - that heavy rain causes flood :p


I keep thinking, why we look so different just because of this little thing called "love"?
I mean like do the small little tiny thing which linked to your memories can help you stand under the super hot sun all day long and keep a smile on your face?; or when you woke up soooo early in the morning to wake him up, making your homemade breakfast and sealed it "with love"; laugh so hard on his silly jokes; feels like flying on cloud number 9 for a whole summer ?

Yeah.
I do.

and i do play with madness in love.
screw what i've ever wrote here before,
like WON'T FALL TOO DEEP FOR A BOY ANYMORE (haha, i remember precisely i wrote this :p)
cause i am just too helpless. screw me, but i am happy!
all i know is just that it is more each day and less than tomorrow :)

and to be honest... i secretly doubt my own self...

i can't stand it all and it burst...

so today i baked this :)

vanilla cupcakes with chocolate on top.

So last friday, friends were having sleepover at my house. We swam in the morning although it was still raining, and we ordered McD for lunch! :D
Overall we had so much fun and im pretty happy, but still, imisshimloads :'(

Tomorrow's gonna be Monday again huh? well good. I ♥ Monday for a particular reason ;)

cupcakes & teddy bear :)

mi ss yo u♥

Chandra paid a visit today and baked some cupcakes for his beloved one :)
and...mission accomplished, isn't it? :D

AND HOW COME SUDDENLY I CRAVE FOR FISH FILLET AGAIN ???? :((
i've had it as my lunch today.. =="