I run to you.

so..what should i type here? i am so not into blogging nowadays.. maybe because i have someone to talk to, and being so comfort then :)
well, just as a reminder for today then. i had a superb day today :)
now you know how easy-peasy it is to make me happy all day long.
Thank you, bear. iloveyaloads♥
and this song is dedicated to you :)

when and where can i get that?

HUH. i baked today and my thumb was burnt :'(
well this is not the first time but STILL hurts so bad...everyone is having party tonight while me...ah, pathetic one :(
anyway, here comes my temptations !

i think i might go & find the textile with the exact color
and ask my aunt to make it for me.
i think she can do it :)

this one. C U T E isn't it ??
very playful, cheering and energizing !

p.s : so lay here beside me, hold me, and don't let go..

pinkism

should i believe in faith..? or efforts..?

the L word filled my heart fully

i pick you, the yellow, among all of the red ones.

well actually there's so much thoughts in my mind while i was having this chat with Chandra. Talking about love won't make you get bored of it. agree? for me, it's like a cup of coffee in the morning. It makes me feel how complete my life is atm, makes me feel so grateful for each things i have right now, for every people i love, and even for every single event which means nothing at all could turn out to be something different, something special. I am a kind of people who love to share my experiences - there're good and bad ones - to those who have the same interest with me. I love the feelings i got after the talk :)

So let sort this out. Who has never been so mad in love? I admit i am among those who really fall too deep in love with their couple. What i mean is, when love is not madness, it is not love - imho. I define love as rain. It first come the misty rains, coming softly, but flooding the river after all. And yes, who on earth doesn't know that too much is not good - that heavy rain causes flood :p


I keep thinking, why we look so different just because of this little thing called "love"?
I mean like do the small little tiny thing which linked to your memories can help you stand under the super hot sun all day long and keep a smile on your face?; or when you woke up soooo early in the morning to wake him up, making your homemade breakfast and sealed it "with love"; laugh so hard on his silly jokes; feels like flying on cloud number 9 for a whole summer ?

Yeah.
I do.

and i do play with madness in love.
screw what i've ever wrote here before,
like WON'T FALL TOO DEEP FOR A BOY ANYMORE (haha, i remember precisely i wrote this :p)
cause i am just too helpless. screw me, but i am happy!
all i know is just that it is more each day and less than tomorrow :)

and to be honest... i secretly doubt my own self...

i can't stand it all and it burst...

so today i baked this :)

vanilla cupcakes with chocolate on top.

So last friday, friends were having sleepover at my house. We swam in the morning although it was still raining, and we ordered McD for lunch! :D
Overall we had so much fun and im pretty happy, but still, imisshimloads :'(

Tomorrow's gonna be Monday again huh? well good. I ♥ Monday for a particular reason ;)

cupcakes & teddy bear :)

mi ss yo u♥

Chandra paid a visit today and baked some cupcakes for his beloved one :)
and...mission accomplished, isn't it? :D

AND HOW COME SUDDENLY I CRAVE FOR FISH FILLET AGAIN ???? :((
i've had it as my lunch today.. =="

pleasure♥

tomorrow will be our last examination day. let's clap your hand ! :D :D
and.. friends are planning to have a sleepover @ my house this weekend. let us see if this works or not :) gonna have our girls' night. seems fun? hopefully ♥

Running in my fantasy

well i am too tired for today's post. i tweet frequently today. so...im kinda lazy to type it back here.
Songs are added on my sidebar, so..enjoy ! ♥

how far it is...

sky.

connects you and me♥

well, i ve done with my blog design. how is it?? i am preety happy with it now anyway :) and so, i did nothing today except tuition. yes, math exam on Tue and i've to prepare to the max :\ i don't do well in math, fyi. so, im kinda stressed now :p
And tomorrow, seems that i won't be able to hang out with friends that i have to accompany mom to saloon, then i need to buy myself some new stuffs such as a new mixer and a pair of new black flats for school. ah i want the one i saw @ Next but mom said........she won't afford them for me :(

So, enough for today. I am tired. A call is waiting for me :)
goodnight ♥

little note for someone

yes, i miss you so much. It's just days ago since we last met but...

yes, you are really good at it. never thought that it'd be this hard. then i am having this kinda anxious feeling of...something, in future times - if we still have that times. separated. miles away. over seas. for more than what i can resist.. /sigh/

tell me, i am thinking too much, yes?

live hard cheat hard

feel familiar with this post's title? hahaha. people who notice will know. well i'd just like you to know, i don't care what people think about me. Orang lain aja gw ga peduli, apa lagi kamu, yang ga ada pentingnya sama sekali. Oh puh-lease, who are you? I don't even give a shit for what you've done in my past. Grow up, please. Living in your past won't makes you something. One point i've to mention, there're lots..lots of people, they don't even like you. so, mend your own attitude then :)
oh yes, one more thing. Let bygones be bygones then. Face those tomorrows yeah. I repeat,

LIVING IN YOUR PAST WON'T MAKES YOU SOMETHING.

Geo

i woke up @ 4 a.m this morning for studying. see, how diligent i am :p
and i ve finished in 2.5 hours..and..quit sure with what i've mastered teeheeee :)
just wish me luck, friends. few more hours after this post Geo on the runnnn.
goodluck for you guys too ! :D

and im still stressed with my mixer..good that im having exams now. so...there's no order till the next confirmation then :)
thanks for the concern y'all ♥

i(L)y ♥

you're just so...beyond words ♥
thank you for the story you've completed for me :)

so, first day of test. emmm. i might missed 3 qs just now. yes, 1 essay and 2 multiple choices :\ i didn't have any partner in crime thou :p /chuckle/
then as what my bear has told me, he picked me up for lunch, but i didn't know where, no matter how many times i ve asked him, he didn't even spell a word.
Then i know as he turned to a place. Then he told me why he took me there.
It's because i told him what im craving days ago :)
He drove me home, and smth happened on the way...which made him feel upset. But that's cute for me, really. A very unpredicted spontaneous thing fell down from back of my seat, and was seen accidentally by me which makes me couldn't stop this curve appearing on my face :)) /speechless/

Reached home, and dad has already on plane. He didn't tell me this morning that he's leaving. weird :\

Well, have to study for tomorrow, fellows. PPKn & English.
wish me luck :)
xxx, have a good evening.

oh they are melting me !

aren't they all so tempting ????
they are just miniature but well..i m salivating :(

sweet saturday :)

ahahaha. well, have to thank my daddy for being @ home today so he could sent & fetch me. was having a sudden date with my bear, together with jeje & had & others just now :)
i reached home at 3 and took my shower right afterward. then i keep wondering what if i asked daddy to send me to sun? as my house was having no electricity and it was damn HOT atm. annddddd daddy just AGREE ! :D so i quickly get change & go. hahaha :p
reached sun around 4 and phoned him to ask where he is, and i was totally caught by teddy house ! Yes. as what i tweet this afternoon that i am so going to buy a small teddy so that i can bring it to where ever i want ! andddd it turned out become something bought by him. Thank you, sayang! ♥♥♥

Then we waited for something @ excelso. William asked someone to repair his lappie. Then no longer after that we hit Shoot and have some play, and then back again to Sun. Mom asked me to buy a pair of new shoe -for school. But then just couldn't find any nice one :\
and finally full-filled my craving : J-cool w/ kiwi and chocochips ♥
love today overall :)

sweet kisses, goodnight :)

TLYM :)

Friday , 07.08.09 ♥

well. people are talking about this time & date : 12:34:56 . 07/08/09 = 123456789.
Cool, huh? Alfian interviewed some students in our school just now, and i'm among them who got interviewed so...that's crazy actually, he is always out of ordinary one. shocked me when i saw the camera and mic things \sighhh\

and and. exams pass was given today. i'm in room B 302. yes, still in my classroom :D
anyone who got the same room with me??? be tricky yeaaa :p
psst. i got B question-type :)

I'm into you..
and boy, no one else would do. because with every kiss and every hugs, you make me fall in love..you know i care for you, you know that i'll be true. you know that i won't lie, you know that i'll try to be your everything..and i'm so glad that you're mine ♥
you are one of a kind,
you mean so much to me..

1,2,3, say CHEESE !

im so going to be stressed by this internet connection !
can't update my fb status, can't log into twitter, can't surf with higghhhhh speed at all !
ERGH SO I DECIDED TO BLOG :D taadaaaa* hahaha.

Well, as usual, school is pretty b-o-r-i-n-g & esp when they started the "if-you-break-the-rules-you-will-get-D-on-your-portofolio-straight-away" :\
well my friends got that already. which means, they break the rules. well, they didn't actually. they just...likely to be. hehehehe :p

then i baked cupcakes, last job before exams :) - i am verrrry lazy to bake today :\
esp when i found out that i've to bake 3 different cupcakes, but well, it's last one :))

cheese cupcakes :)

not-so-good day :\

well. today is really a not - so - good - day, i think.

First, i saw an accident on my way to school. 2 victims. 1 was laid unconscious with blood spreaded around on the road, and another one couldn't move his feet, but still asking for help.

Second, friends are having some problem - annoying junior, dragged into BP, boyfriend-friend conflict UGH :\

Third, saw another accident on the way home. A truck with the front glass broken and scattered all over the road, and looked like just crashed over smth as the front body was damaged quite serious.

Forth, daddy is home :( yah. I just...don't feel like...ah. i just can't feel him around er..i mean, as a father.

Fifth, thinking of the upcoming exams makes me, well, stressed, as others too. I keep asking my self to be more concern, but all i can do is..yaaaa pasrah :(

Things which only makes me feel better are..cupcakes order, him, andddddd 3 more days ♥


some shoot? here :)

the chain he gave me yesterday♥




the truck.

OH and anywayyy,
i'm thinking of having yogurt cupcakes for sale. comments?? :)

goodnight people, have a pleasant dream :)

give me those , please...

I ♥♥♥ THIS LWD AND IM GOING TO FIND ONE !! :D